I feel so
much Better
Now that you're gone forever
I tell myself
That I don't
Miss you at all
I' not lying,
Denying
That I feel SO much better
Now that you're gone forever




My name is Dru.
I'm hard to love and easy to hate
But only if you don't love me and i do hate you.
I like stuff
I'm a gothic emo freak
I wear gothic emo freak stuff
But don't cut
MUCH
Anyway...
I'm in depression alot
And if I'm not I'm fun to hang out with
Unless I'm mad
Cause then you'll hate me
ALOT Get it?
Sometimes people try to be nice to me...
And I play along...
But don't get used to it
I'm a friggin freakshow
I don't belive in any of your bullshit religion, superstition, whatever else bullshit.
Cause I'm to smart for that
Trust me...
Don't believe in ghosts or anything like that...
And i don't get scared easily.
I get over things fast but pretend not to just to see if you do or not
Get it?
Good.
I hate preps
Yuppies
Bitchy parents/ old people
Whiners
Tranfvestites
Wannabe gangstas
Real gangstas (but only when they're being idiots)
Friggin...
that's my favorite word
I don't got a very good life...
You might disagree
But you don't live it so stuck your theory up your ass
I don't complain about it alot
But sometimes I do
If i start,
Wack m upside the head and call me a sp00ge,
I'll stop
Friggin...
i write songs...
But I don't like to share them...
I post them on rare occasions in bullitens but I always delete them the same day
the people I do show them to like them though..
Enough about my idiotic hobbies...
I doubt you wanna listen to some guy on friggin myspace babbl on abou himself so I'll like... STOP




It's pretty pathetic how hard some people try,
Just to fake it and get on with their shitty lives,
And how they need to pretend
Just to say they're one whole again
And then they feel like they're up on top,
But the liars can't hold up the lies for long


Friggin




I blame you for all the shit in my life
You deal with me when you got the time
I prayed and plead every night
And all you could do was let me die
I don't care if you decide to hate me,
Cause I can hate you too
don't send your bless down to me
cause I'll remember all you put me through

You want me to be good?
Well you can show me you care
You want me to wish you would?
Well as low as I sink I won't make it down there


You put me through all the misery
But it's fine cause at this point I'm already crazy
I thought you vcould help me once
But all you managed to do was hurt me
You helped me out once,
But that's the worst thing that's ever happened to me


You want me to be good?
Well you can show me you care
I doubt you even could
Well as low as I sink I won't make it down there
*bleep*in hove me off and out like you prove you can,
One more thing and I think I'll forget what you said
That you love all and that you don't let anyone fall


You want me to be good?
Well you can show me you care
You want me to wish you would?
Well as low as I sink I won't make it down there



Just how deep do you believe? Will you bite the hand that feeds? Will you chew until it bleeds? Can you get up off your knees? Are you brave enough to see? Do you want to change it? Don't try to talk shit cause I'll bring you down Don't laugh at my life cause i'm not a clown Don't try and help me out cause I'll betray you Don;'t even try to talk to me cause you don't know what I can do

This is the first day of my last days I built it up now I take it Apart climbed up real High now fall down real far No need for me to stay the last thing left I just threw it away I put my faith in god and my trust in you Now there's nothing more *bleep*ed up I could do Wish there was something real wish there was something true Wish there was something real in this world full of you I'm the one without a soul I'm the one with this big *bleep*ing hole No new tale to tell twenty-six years on my way to hell Gotta listen to your big time hard line bad luck fist *bleep* Don't think you're having all the fun You know me I hate everyone Wish there was something real wish there was something true Wish there was something real in this world full of you I want to but I can't turn back But I want to

You can have my isolation. You can have the hate that it brings You can have my absence of faith. You can have my everything Help me you tear down my reason. Help me it's your sex I can smell Help me you make me perfect. Help me become somebody else

It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back It's like a whirlwind inside of my head It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin


Some deny and search for things that never come around Do I feel like a fool? The places I have ran to all my life have disappeared And I owe this all to you I'm feeling like I'm sinking And nothing's there to catch me, keep me breathing What do I have to do? Why can't this hurt be through? I'm going head unto Something I know I will fail Why can't this kiss be true Why won't you please let me through? I don't understand why you always push me away The last thing I would like to do before I go away is cry there next to you (next to you) Cry and talk about the good old days and where they've gone And now how much I hate you What do I have to do? Why can't this hurt be through? I'm going head unto Something I know I will fail Why can't this kiss be true Why won't you please let me through? I don't understand why you always push me away I feel the blood drip off my body as it falls right there on the ground What am I now? What am I now? What am I now? What do I have to do? Why can't this hurt be through? I'm going head unto Something I know I will fail Why can't this kiss be true Why won't you please let me through? I don't understand why you always push me away Why you always push me away

Caught up against the wall again Tied and chained to the ball again Never cease to amaze in minds So I just sleep sleep sleep please don't Wake me till the morning after Cut and bruised by the fall again Lick my wounds like a dog again Is that a light at the end of the tunnel That I see I see please let it be but don't Wake me till the morning after Oh I'm so tired there has got to be an end to the pain I feel when I'm awake and alive alive alive alive and I'm dreamin' Caught up against the wall again Tied and chained to the ball again Is that a light at the end of the tunnel That I see I see please let it be but don't Wake me till the morning after My favorite bands, God if he existed..., friggin MM, LB, and LP of course, and those *bleep*ers who complain about everything... Cause they can die.
Tombstone Generator SKILLET
JIMMY EAT WORLD
MARILYN MANSON
LINKIN PARK
KORN
LIMP BIZKIT
SUM 41
ANTHRAX
POD
SCREMO
NOT RAP
Inde is alright... Scremo is best. Rock is good. Punk is cool. Hip Hop is sorta ok... Techno is boring... metal pwns. RAP METAL/ NU METAL PWNS more For queres