| April 3rd, 2003 |
| July 25th, 2008 5:53PM |
Member Stats
|
Friends List |
| last 20 friends to log in: |
|
|
|
|
| Real Name: | Mia Allen |
| Email: | private |
| ICQ: | ---
|
| MSN: | ---
|
| Yahoo: | ---
|
| AIM Handle: | ---
|
| Playstation Network ID: | no PSN ID available |
| Wii Profile: | no friendcode available |
| Location: | My bed, waiting for you  |
| Occupation: | Cleaning Lady (French Maid) |
| Age: | 22 |
| Gender: | Male |
| Homepage: | |
| Platforms Owned |
                 |
| Interests: |
Dear God - Avenged Sevenfold
A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again
There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
and all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again
Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
when hope begins to fade...
A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again |
|
| Biography: |
Name: Saul
Age: 22
Gender: Male
Location: West Yorkshire, England
Occupation: Pre-Loader for UPS, U-TurnMedia.co.uk company owner
Life Ambitions: To make something of myself. To be able to provide for my family and live in a loving relationship. For me to make a success of my business and to prove myself a worth businessman. Venture into property investment and excell in the market allowing myself and my loved ones the freedom of a easy life.
My Time On Neo: I joined neoseeker back in August 01 after a very short period of being a guest. I was scouting the internet for possible news on the newest WWF game, Smackdown Just Bring It. I came across neoseeker and the few game trailers they had. I had assumed they had made them and posted many times in the board under different guest names asking for my trailers. About a week or so later I decided to join the board under the name hHh. Within a month or so I was the moderator and was getting to know some of the members and started to like the place. I requested demotion after christmas and left for a while, returning not too long after under the username Kronik. After a brief stint I left once again returning August 2002 for the next WWE game, Smackdown Shut Your Mouth. This time under the indentity of TheGame hHh. This account I used regularly up until 2003 when I took up the hobby of Neo Emceeing. I participated in the battles and tag tournament whilst it was in it's thread stages. Before the tournament began I had a name change to my current one, U_Turn. After the finish of the tournament where myself and my tag team partner GTA God finished runners-up we put together a fight to have the thread developed into its own forum. Shortly after we won the fight I was asked to moderate the forum by one of the super moderators. I moderated alongside King until early August before I left the site for my longest leave of absense in my entire time on neo. I returned over a year later after boredom came into my life again. Many people were quick to give me praise for I was an apparent legend for the things I had done. It was at this point that I made Loungin' my home. For the following 3 years it was mainly the only forum I visited. I have gained myself a reputation it seems, for some it is a bad reputation and for others it is good. I myself just go there to enjoy myself and if it pleases people, good, if it botheres people, tough shit.
About Me: I became very inactive on neoseeker around september/october 07. The reason for that was I had fallen for someone and this site just didn't feel the same to me. I wanted to occupy my time with her as she was the one who made me the most happy and even on our worst of days. After many problematic months which followed, she eventually left on February 15th 2008. Leaving behind a trail of lies and deceit. I had been nothing but honest throughout and it seems I had fallen for a woman whose existence never was. This hit me harder than anything as ever hit me before. I've normally been good at rebounding but even to this day I feel it. For the first week I was a mess, I drank all day long and couldn't eat. The thought of food made me sick. About 2 weeks later I was getting back to normal, though feelings didn't change. I went through my own personal hell for 2 months, just dwelling on the past and wishing I could change it.
I woke up one day and looked myself in the mirror (literally). I had let myself get out of shape. From that moment on I vowed to get back my physique. But I wasn't content with that. I want my time to be made more productive. If I was to sit and wollow in self pity then I should at least be doing something beneficial with my time. I made it my aim to get into even better shape than I've ever been in and that process is still on going to this day. I also picked up my guitar and told myself "you've got no distractions now and no excuses, you're going to learn to play" and I also tried my hand back in business.
My business was something she encouraged me to do. It was a passion of mine since around the age of 18. Whilst with her I discovered a way of me getting into business for myself and she offered the backing no one else would. If there were to be any positives to take away from knowing her, that would be one of them. Throughout my time apart from her I felt I couldn't do it alone. I finally brought myself to do it through ebay again but with no success. I decided towards the end of last month that I would have to initiate stage 2 of my plan early and start up my own website. The site is still mainly in its design stages and I'm putting a lot of time and energy into getting it up and running. This could not be done if I was to be in a relationship with someone. So that is one thing I can be grateful of.
I'm currently single and not particularly looking for anyone. A few months ago I was trying to force myself to fall in love again because I felt I needed that stability. I don't anymore, I'm strong enough to walk alone and I could do without the distractions during this busy period in my life. Though I am not looking for love, doesn't mean I wouldn't let it in if it came knocking at my door.
My Ideal Partner: I thought I had her. I had the fantasy of her at least. But times change and so do people. The main quality I look for is honesty. You can not build a strong relationship around lies. I've always been honest and always will but I won't stick around in a relationship where I'm being lied to. If you can't be truthful to the one you love then who can you be truthful to?
Commitment is a serious one as well. I do not want to be investing my time in a woman who isn't interested in commiting to us. If she's more interested in playing the field then she may as well just *bleep* off and go do it now because I'm not going to wait for her to come back to me. A true loving relationship should be idolising the one you love. They are the most beautiful and sexiest person you'll ever lay your eyes on. If you ever have the hots for someone else whilst in a relationship with me then it isn't a relationship I want to be involved in. I only ever have eyes for the girl I love. Everyone other than my girl is regarded as attractive or unattractive but never do I have any sort of attraction for them.
The final few qualities are their caring nature towards others, a fun loving personality always able to entertain me. A badass attitude that keeps people in check whenever she knows something is wrong. The dominant gene that some women seem to posesses. Though that doesn't mean I'm going to be your bitch, it just means you'll keep me on my toes whenever I don't follow orders. =D And also I have a thing for the girly, girly women who love princesses and fairies. =/ I don't particularly like them but if you're dressing up in a very dirty princess/fairy outfit, then I'm loving it. =D
Final Note: Many people will probably view me has a bit of a womaniser, that I am not. Anything you read in threads is just me fooling around. I have a great respect for women who respect themselves. If you knew me well enough then you'd know that's the truth.
I always get that line "Any girl would be lucky to have you...". *rolls eyes*
For those (if any) who read the entire thing. You're more pathetic than I am. =P PM for sex though. =D |
|
| Forum Sig: |
quote KingX2
I am one of those people that aims to become rice The aspirations of a neoseeker member. |
|
|
forums
profile 
crs profile
guestbook
participation
platforms
home
reviews
forum posts
contributions