Neohome: Sweet Sorrow

I'm exactly where you'd like me, you know. Praying for love in a lap dance and paying in naivety. <3

~ N E O H O M E ~

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You can see pictures at the top of my neohome. They're links to different pages, so just click on them. I'm not gonna tell you what each picture leads to, you'll have to figure that out yourself by clicking them. =P

Oh and I didn't make them, so don't ask me to make one for you cause I suck at making those. I got them off of iconator.com.

Oh and the smokes in that cigarette box on the table, they just so happen to be laced with nitroglycerin. <3

~ A B O U T ~ M E ~

Name: Samantha
Nicknames: Sammi, Sammy, Sam
Age: 13
Birthday: March 20, 1995
Height: 5' 3"
Weight: ~130 lbs.
Hair Color: Brown
Eye Color: Green-brown
Shoe Size: 5 - 5.5 (USA Women's)
Cup Size: ._.

I know how to play the violin, the flute, and the recorder. I'm learning the guitar, and Michelle says I'm good at singing. I guess you can say I'm musically talented? Oh, and I can play the harmonica, too. Go me.

Brendon Urie's hotness makes me spazz irl. One time, I spazzed so much at a video that he was in that when I went to get cake from the fridge, I dropped the box. The cake was fine, though, so no worries. [/cake story]

I like to have fun. I can think of a handful of people that think my type of fun is pretty stupid, but you know, you gotta let everything out. I tend to do whatever I like even if people think it's stupid or weird. I have friends that do that too, so I'm fine. D:

Is it still me that makes you sweat? Am I who you think about in bed? When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress? <3

~ M U S I C ~

Favorite bands (in order):

Panic At The Disco <3
Paramore
Boys Like Girls
Fall Out Boy
Avril Lavigne
Blink 182
My Chemical Romance
Skye Sweetnam
The All-American Rejects
All Time Low
Green Day
Metro Station
Flyleaf
Katy Perry
Fergie

Favorite songs:

My favorite song is "Time To Dance" by Panic At The Disco. Actually, Panic At The Disco fills up my top ten songs, so I don't wanna bore you with a bunch of PATD songs. So this list has one song from each of my favorite bands.

Time To Dance - Panic At The Disco
When It Rains - Paramore
Five Minutes To Midnight - Boys Like Girls
Sugar, We're Goin' Down - Fall Out Boy
Don't Tell Me - Avril Lavigne
Stay Together For The Kids - Blink 182
The Ghost Of You - My Chemical Romance
Tangled Up In Me - Skye Sweetnam
Swing, Swing - The All-American Rejects
The Party Scene - All Time Low
American Idiot - Green Day
Shake It - Metro Station
All Around Me - Flyleaf
Hot 'N Cold - Katy Perry
Clumsy - Fergie

Top Ten Favorite Albums:

"A Fever You Can't Sweat Out" - Panic At The Disco
"Pretty. Odd." - Panic At The Disco
"Riot!" - Paramore
"All We Know Is Falling" - Paramore
"Boys Like Girls" - Boys Like Girls
"From Under The Cork Tree" - Fall Out Boy
"Under My Skin" - Avril Lavigne
"Take Off Your Pants And Jacket" - Blink 182
"Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge" - My Chemical Romance
"Let Go" - Avril Lavigne

Swear to shake it up, if you swear to listen. Oh, we're still so young, desperate for attention. <3

~ F R I E N D S ~

Amoena
Michelle is my bff. My friends list is in ABC order, so she's first on the list, but even if she wasn't I'd put her at the top anyway.<3
Michelle's very very very very very random and funny. She won't take shit from people but sometimes she turns serious situations into funny ones. Awesomeness girl who likes the same music as me, so that's really cool. Our iPods are pretty much identical because of that, but she has an 8 GB and I have a 4 GB, so my iPod's like halfway full. If she keeps giving me lists of songs to download, I'm gonna run out of room and I'll have to delete my Panic videos. =(
Whatever, I'll delete all of my other music videos before I delete my "Panic at the Disco Live" in Denver videos.
Love you in a non-gay way, Michelle. <3

Crystal Creation
Josh was like "Hey can I borrow your neohome template? I'll go on MSN whenever you want me to." So I'm like "Sure." But he's never on anyway, so whatever. ._.

Emoliciousnot
Josh is interesting? There's not much to say about him since he's nearly impossible to describe. But I talked to him on the phone one time, like, before religious ed (RE) and after RE. He's cool. =)

IronFistQueen
Caitlin writes awesome stories. But I never talk to her because whenever I IM her, she doesn't reply for an hour or later. Screw that. I've talked to Caity on the phone for like an hour one time when Michelle was at my house. It was funny. XD

Kaiti
Kaiti likes boys. By boys, I mean a lot of boys. Kaiti, just like Kia, makes me laugh a lot. Mostly the random anger and our inside jokes.

Stinging_Bite
MADISON IS *bleep*ING AWESOME. And she fired her laptop. Wait, fried, or fired? Ha, in this case, both work. "Laptop, you are fired." *laptop explodes* BAM. Oh geez that was random.

Yuki Nagato
Kia is amazing. She's gotta be one of the funniest people I've ever met. She's one of the only people who actually made me fall off my chair laughing. And she also writes awesome lulz-songs.

Give me envy, give me malice, give me a-a-attention. Give me envy, give me malice, baby, give me a break! <3

~ L Y R I C S ~

"I need to start to be myself / Cause I'm sick of everybody else" - Broken Man - |Boys Like Girls|

"We're all addicted to something / That takes away the pain" - Me, You And My Medication - |Boys Like Girls|

"Who said that it's better to have loved and lost? / I wish that I had never loved at all" - Up Against The Wall - |Boys Like Girls|

"Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors / I don't wanna ever love another / You'll always be my thunder" - Thunder - |Boys Like Girls|

"Have some composure / Where is your posture? / Oh no, no / You're pulling the trigger / Pulling the trigger all wrong" - Time To Dance - |Panic at the Disco|

"When I say 'shotgun' you say 'wedding' / 'Shotgun', 'wedding', 'shotgun', 'wedding'" - Time To Dance - |Panic at the Disco|

"Come on this is screaming photo op... op... / It's time to dance" - Time To Dance - |Panic at the Disco|

And not to mention, the constable, and his proposition, for that "virgin." Yes, the one the lawyer met with on "strictly business." <3

~ O P I N I O N S & R A N T S ~

OBSESSIONS

Obsessions are pretty much the only things that bring... life to life. Without one, it makes you feel invisible and dead. They make you stand out and feel alive. If you don't like anything...then it really is like deadness on the inside. Or at least, I think so.

SMOKING

Don't do it. My mom smokes cigarettes all day; she's completely addicted. Every time she's smoking around me, I start coughing. Goddamn it, I have asthma, and this woman's smoking around me. Smoking is so stupid, it causes cancer, and it smells like shit in a sewer. Wanna relieve stress? Buy a stress toy or get a therapist; don't smoke.

MAINSTREAM MUSIC

Why do so many people hate mainstream music? People say they hate a band because they're mainstream. Ridiculous. You know, just because a band is mainstream doesn't mean the band sucks and you won't listen to their music. Yeah, the songs start to get old after a while. I remember when one song I like was starting to get old, and people said it's the only good song the band wrote. I got really annoyed at the song's over-hype, but I still like the song. So really, if something is mainstream, don't automatically hate it. You might like it, you know? I like Paramore, and people call them mainstream. Big whoop, I don't like Paramore because I followed a large crowd of people. I just LIKE the band.

You're a regular decorated emergency. The bruises and contusions will remind me of what you did when you wake. <3

~ F A C T S ~ A B O U T ~ M E ~

1. Contrary to popular belief, I don't want to moderate any forum.
2. I say I suck at everything I do, such as writing and singing, because I know that I could be much better.
3. I hate every single bug known to society and any other bug that exists out there. Yes, including butterflies and ladybugs.
4. I hate Halloween.
5. Every year in late September, I ask my mom if we could just skip Halloween and Thanksgiving and go straight to Christmas.
6. I attend religious education classes, but I never go to church.
7. I used to be a dedicated reader of the Nancy Drew and Harry Potter series, but I rarely read for pleasure now because I highly prefer music.
8. I rarely play video games.
9. One of my favorite things to do is sing, even if I sound terrible.
10. Panic at the Disco took over my iTunes with sexy videos.
11. I can tell when fabric softener isn't used in laundry.
12. The only thing I can cook besides microwavable food and pizza is pasta.
13. On MSN, when my name isn't my name, it's "Slightly Sarcastic." It's a quote from a Panic at the Disco song, and it describes me.
14. I'm actually very sarcastic, so "Slightly Sarcastic" is really sarcasm.
15. I love Michelle in the least gay way possible.
16. Some people seem to think I might be on some kind of drug because I'm hyper and a bit outgoing (kinda like a couple of my other friends...Michelle...). But of course, I'm not.
17. I like it when it rains or snows.
18. I used to be the biggest procrastinator on the planet, but now I cut down and do some things ahead of time.
19. My Christmas lists usually reach at least a full page.
20. Ghost Hunters, one of my favorite TV shows, makes me slightly paranoid even though I'm not scared.
21. My feet and hands are small compared to the rest of my body.
22. I examine some of my food before I eat. This includes chicken, chocolate, cake, cereal, and tomato sauce.
23. The only meat I eat in heavy amounts is chicken cutlets. For everything else, I eat in small amounts (like in pizza rolls, I have small amounts of pepperoni). I also eat turkey in considerable amounts.
24. I tend to say whatever comes to mind.
25. Sometimes I laugh during horror movies. After all, people aren't REALLY dying. It's just a movie, so no harm done. =]

Sweet Sorrow

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