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at kay lamig pa ng hangin
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at sa awitin kong ito
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sa isang munting harana
par sa 'yo
u think u kno blue neo?
u think u know?
u have NO idea...
october 1, 2002... 9:48pm pst...
[i]this is the diary of...[/i] [b]blue neo[/b]
most people who know me think im one of two thinks... a gansta... or a heckka nice guy...
[i]"i've balanced my yin and yang..."[/i]
the yin and yang... philosphy that in every evil, there is good... and vice versa... i have found my balance...
i grew up in the streets of south kali (CA). moved to a schoo wherez there was hella gangs n shit all over tha place. u eitha had a crew protecting yo back or u best get yo ass home hells quick-like.
first day, mah ass is challenged... i refuse but dumb fock wont listen. cornerd, blue neo will battle if blue neo must...
gaind respect but not the tru type... mostly fear... blue neo ~ jaw busta... hated it, but it was something for me to work on.
[i]"i hate chaos..."[/i]
instead of war, i made peace... i bcom hells good friends wit all sides. i made strong allies with all. had to... to stop chaos
[i]"i kno mo than i let on..."[/i]
my front, im neutral: friends wit all, keep tha peace, enforcer. under tha surface, i kno sometimes war must b waged to get things done. i admit, i had to do a few thangs i shouldnt have... used mah brain, used mah allies. tricks were done.
[i]"it starts with one..."[/i]
first it was just one... two... three... next i kno, whole clan is bigger... crews joined othas closest to them n get united... peace happens bcos all groups big enough to hurt otha group bad... no one wanted to break uneasy 4-way truce i made.
[i]"then all hell broke lose..."[/i]
tha end is a [i]blur[/i]... uneasy alliance i set to make wasnt what i wanted. peace was there but so was hate. couldnt stop battles. couldnt hold truce. chaos returnd. old allies, new enemy, both one and tha same. got framed. my ass arrested. had ta go judge. ass loc'd in jail. 2 month pass. the day waz ova.
[i]"a new day..."[/i]
frosh til junior year, blue neo hells stupid... blue neo moved.
I am Blue Neo...
[i]i[/i] have come full circle. passed through the dark side of the yin and yang cycle. now entering the light side. usin my mind for myself, i have need to return to old ways : new city all hells peace. just as i wanted to achieve. now i have second chance, i aint gon fock it up...
u had no clu...