Lyonnais

You know what... I don't give a shit about this nor do I know what to write about. However I just went through a really troubling part of my life, and I want to write about something. I don't give a shit if this is well written, and I don't care if you give up here because this will be god damn long. Now I just need to know what to write about.

I'll start with my Dad. He is the most respected man I have in my life, and I *bleep*ing love him. I could only imagine going through his shit, and ending up where he is. A true Dad he actually gives a shit about me, and while he does get angry at me It's only because he know I could do better and I shouldn't waste the opportunity he was never given in his life. He had no *bleep*ing childhood, and he was a social outcast. Now he's a recently retired Lt.Commander in the USCG with more accolades than most people have balls. I take many of my qualities from him, and I can only hope to be as great a father figure as he is to my children.

Now onto my life, and my fight with depression. To be honest I've probably been under some form of clinical depression for 5+ years. Yes, I'm seeing a counselor for it. Yes, I'm getting better. But *bleep*s sake it sucks to be the kids on the outside looking in. You get *bleep*ed up when you have no friends, and no one cares about what you do and they just want your money. Well *bleep* them... *bleep* them to hell! *bleep* them like I did when I tore up every god damn college letter I had received on 3/26/2011. I don't give a shit about that as I'll have plenty of time to think about that shit. I have worse problems to worry about then college.

And finally to wrap up this last bit of this Biography section... I love talking to people. It cheers me up. It's truly the best remedy for *bleep*ing anything I have to face. I *bleep*ing love people who talk to me, and I think you'll like me too if you choose to talk to me as well.

Thank you Dad.
Thank you Mom.
Thank you Mace.
Thank you Jonix.
Thank you Andy.
Thank you Amir.
Thank you James.
Thank you Kriss.
Thank you Soloman.
Thank you Victor.
Thank you Awesome. (You know who you are if you ever read this)


Thank you for making me feel sane in this *bleep*ed up world.

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