Kyo Daikun

If you're reading this then I finally did it
I'm sorry I didn't say goodbye
There was no time
Understand I was stressed
Living day to day was hard and I gave it my best
But there was nothing left
For me in this world to convince me to stay
Now I'm long gone away
Don't you do that, don't you start those tears
Just remember all the time we spent over the years
Never cry, never think bad of me
What's done is done and that's the way that it had to be
I need you to be strong for me
Say a prayer every day in my memory
I'm sure it's helping me
To earn my feathers, to get some wings
And a halo and a harp and angelic things
And even though I'm gone and outta sight
Never worry about me, I'm alright.
And if I should die
Don't blame yourself and keep it locked inside
I'm alright!!
And everytime you cry
Don't break down and just keep me inside of your mind
I'm alright!!



You only saw the outside
Never knew what I was feeling
Now everyday you lay in bed staring at the ceiling
But you don't see me no more
You can fill your heart with memories and things from before
But everybody got a purpose in life
To survive and when the sun rise
You won't live to see another day
Just don't follow me, and live life your own way
I'll be in set and if you forget
Get the picture with the cord around my neck
Can you handle that?
See me underground and I'm stuck but it's cool
That's where I wanna be
Keep the drama in hand but outta sight
And know that I'ma be alright


And if I should die
Don't blame yourself and keep it locked inside
I'm alright!!
And everytime you cry
Don't break down and just keep me inside of your mind
I'm alright!!

Leave me all alone
There ain't nobody calling on my telephone
Because I ripped that bitch right up out of the wall
I apologize to any yall that tried to call
I haven't been myself lately
I've been slowly losing my mind and telling them it's Gravy
I'm looking hella shady and I haven't showered in weeks
I haven't washed my balls, I haven't brushed my teeth
All I see is demons everywhere that I look
Was it the Ouija, the Black Magic Warlock book?
I can't remember, but how can my memories leave me?
I can't believe the spirits would try to deceive me
But they did, just like a little kid
I was so eager to learn, so willing to give
But all they did was hate me, and break me
Use my body for a host and my mirror for the gateway

Something is wrong with me
I can't be who I need to be
Something is wrong with me
will it last for eternity?
Something is wrong with me
I can't be who I need to be
Something is wrong with me
will it last for eternity?

Please don't walk away
I want you to hear what I got to say
I never had anyone ever care for me
I never had anyone ever there for me
If you would listen to me instead of calling me names
I would explain why I'm shaking and why I'm going insane
My mind is on vacation, lack of conversation
I'm like a radio, with static on every station
Still I wanna know, will I be normal again?
You say it's bullshit and tell me that it's all pretend
But if it's false, then why don't the demons just disappear?
And if it's untrue, then why am I seeing them crystal clear?
Because I do, the mirror's turning blue
And soul after soul keeps walking right through
They're living in my house and living inside my head
Some sleep inside the closet, others sleep under the bed

Something is wrong with me
I can't be who I need to be
Something is wrong with me
will it last for eternity?
Something is wrong with me
I can't be who I need to be
Something is wrong with me
will it last for eternity?
Why don't they just leave me alone?
Will it last for eternity?
Something's wrong inside my head
(Is it really my fault?)
I can't be alone

Why don't they just leave me alone?
Will it last for eternity?
Something's wrong inside my head
(Is it really my fault?)
I can't be alone

Something is wrong with me
I can't be who I need to be
Something is wrong with me
will it last for eternity?
Something is wrong with me
I can't be who I need to be
Something is wrong with me
will it last for eternity?