Well, I just had a birthday like a month ago, so I got like $100 from relatives which is a lot for me. Unfortunately, both of my parents are still unemployed, so we still rely on people's generosity to survive. I was hoping my dad would get a job, so we could see all of the movies we want to see that came out this summer, which is to say, almost all of them. I was especially looking forward to Step Up Revolution, so since my parents can't afford it, I've decided to use my birthday money on that opening day. If my parents agree to it, we might even see the midnight premier which would totally make my life. I want to see it in 3D because, you know, that'd be friggin' awesome during the dance they show in the trailer where they're dancing on bungee cords on a wall, but my mom says we can't because it would literally make her sick. Honestly, I find that ridiculous since I'm the one paying for it and that should be the parents' job, so I should get to choose which dimension the movie is in when we see it. Another example of how little my parents care about my opinions.

Anyway, I'm still going to have at least $50 remaining after that, but then I have to buy my school supplies and some things for my room...Then I'll be broke until Christmas, but then I'll use that money to go see The Hobbit. And then I'll be broke again! Isn't my life just splendid?! Maybe my dad will get a job by then, but chances are pretty slim. He seriously applied for a job as pastor at a church in Alexandria. Not Alexandria s in the town in Virginia...Alexandria as in Egypt. I for one, am not cool with that because I'm pretty sure the Egyptians don't like Americans. Plus, I just refuse to live in the desert. It's just not gonna happen. Hopefully, when he does get a job, it'll be one in the USA or in Great Britain because I honestly need to be able to do a better British accent, and I plan on going to Oxford University there. So yeah... That's my rant for the next three weeks because Lord knows when I'll post again.

Oh, and by the way, Justin Bieber's CD Believe, is perfection. And One Direction is sexy. And Thor: The Dark World is gonna be amazing. Okay, now the rant is over.

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Well, as you all know, TONS of amazing movies are coming out soon, and some are already out. Here's a list of some I am super excited about.

Diary of a Wimpy Kid: Dog Days- I'll be honest. These are not exactly the best movies, but they are hilarious. Normally, I absolutely despise immature movies and shows, but something about Diary of a Wimpy Kid makes it okay...

The Avengers- I still haven't seen that... Quite sad honestly. I was SO stoked to see it, and then my parents were like, "Oops! Sorry, we don't have enough money to see it!"... Thanks, mom and dad. Thanks a lot. I'm pretty sure it's like the best movie ever (possibly even better than the Hunger Games), so I can't wait to get it on DVD, preferably Blu-Ray, and watch it.

Step Up Revolution- I'm a huge stickler of these movies. They're like the best things ever. My favorite character in the series and Moose, and I completely flipped out when I saw him in the trailer for this 4th addition. Seriously, I had a full-body muscle spasm and started screaming. Fangirl much? I think yes!

Men in Black 3- I LOVE these movies. Okay, MIB is intense and sci-fi and hilarious all at the same time which automatically makes it awesome. Plus, who doesn't love Will Smith who is going to be in Independence Day 2?! Seriously, Independence Day is my movie. It's just mine. Nobody is more excited about the sequel than I am... NOBODY!

G.I. Joe 2- Technically, they moved the premier to 2013, but since it's original release date was this summer, it's still included in my list.The first movie wasn't all that great, but it was good enough to put the sequel on the list. Plus, the trailer looks flippin' awesome! Although, it would have been much greater if it didn't reveal that Channing Tatum's character is killed in the first 10 minutes. Thanks for that, youtube.

Brave- Well, this comes out the day before my birthday. Several things appeal to me about this movie. One: It comes out the day before my birthday. Two: I have no idea what it's about. Three: It's Pixar. And Four: Their accents are cool. I just want to see it to find out what it's about, honestly, because the trailer hardly tells you anything.

Snow White and The Huntsman- I want to see this the most out of everything else on the list. Although Kristen Stewart wouldn't have been my choice as a warrior Snow White, she appears to be an okay actress in that movie. I could be wrong though.

The Amazing Spiderman- While Toby MacGuire was an awesome Spiderman, he just didn't capture the nerdy side like Andrew Garfield appears to be able to.

Katy Perry: Part of Me- I don't really know about Katy's upbringing which makes me want to see it, so I can know more about her.

The Dark Knight Rises- ...Who doesn't want to see this movie? Like, seriously!

The Bourne Legacy- I love me some Bourne... even though, Jason Bourne isn't even in this one since Matt Damon decided to be stupid and quit since they refused to bring one of his previous female co-stars back.

The Apparition- Two words. Tom. Felton.

The Perks of Being a Wallflower- Logan. Lerman. and. Emma. Watson. Enough said... Not really! It's based off of a book that I requested from the library, so I should get to read it soon. It sounds really interesting, though, which makes me want to see it SUPER bad.

Finding Nemo 3D- I love Finding Nemo.

That's it for the summer... May- September... Even though I'm pretty sure Autumn comes during September. Maybe I'll make another post about Fall and Winter movies....I don't know, yet..

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And this is why I love them! <3333 They are like the most hilarious people ever...especially Louis! xD



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Who doesn't love One Direction? All of the people that are not teenage girls, that's who! Pretty much every girl in America (I don't about other countries) has dibs on marrying Zayn. Even though he smokes *sad face*. Liam is the ugliest. Louie is the oldest, so he's more of the mature kind of hot. Harry is adorable and hilarious. Niall has the CUTEST cheesy smile that's like glued to his face. So yeah... I pretty much love them. Their hotness isn't the only thing I love about them though. They are super talented, and they sound exactly like their CD when they perform live. Their songs are pretty great, too! In celebration of their awesomeness, here's a collection of some of their songs! Lyrics posted below the videos.

~What Makes You Beautiful~


LYRICS:
You're insecure
Don't know what for
You're turning heads when you walk through the door
Don't need make up
To cover up
Being the way that you are is enough

Everyone else in the room can see it
Everyone else but you

[Chorus]
Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground it aint hard to tell
You don't know
Oh Oh
You don't know you're beautiful

If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperately
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know
Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful
Oh oh
That what makes you beautiful

So c-come on
You got it wrong
To prove I'm right I put it in a song
I don't know why
You're being shy
And turn away when I look into your eyes

Everyone else in the room can see it
Everyone else but you

[Chorus]
Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground it aint hard to tell
You don't know
Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful

If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperately
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know
Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful
Oh oh
That's what makes you beautiful

[Bridge]
Nana Nana Nana Nana
Nana Nana Nana Nana
Nana Nana Nana Nana

Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground it aint hard to tell
You don't know
Oh Oh
You don't know you're beautiful

[Chorus]
Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground it aint hard to tell
You don't know
Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful

If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperately
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know
Oh Oh
You don't know you're beautiful
Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful
Oh oh
That's what makes you beautiful


~One Thing~


LYRICS:


I tried playing it cool
Girl when I'm looking at you
I can't ever be brave
Cause you make my heart race

Shot me out of the sky
You're my kryptonite
You keep making me weak
Yeah, frozen and can't breathe

Some things gotta give now
Cause I'm dying just to make you see
That I need you here with me now
Cause you've got that one thing

So get out, get out, get out of my head
And fall into my arms instead
I don't, I don't, don't know what it is
But I need that one thing
And you've got that one thing

Now I'm climbing the walls
But you don't notice at all
That I'm going out of my mind
All day and all night

Some things gotta give now
Cause I'm dying just to know your name
And I need you here with me now
Cause you've got that one thing

So get out, get out, get out of my head
And fall into my arms instead
I don't, I don't, don't know what it is
But I need that one thing
And you've got that one thing

So get out, get out, get out of my mind
And come on, come into my life
I don't, I don't, don't know what it is
But I need that one thing
And you've got that one thing

You've got that one thing

Get out, get out, get out of my head
And fall into my arms instead

So get out, get out, get out of my head
And fall into my arms instead
I don't, I don't, don't know what it is
But I need that one thing
And you've got that one thing

Get out, get out, get out of my mind
And come on, come into my life
I don't, I don't, don't know what it is
But I need that one thing
And you've got that one thing


~Up All Night~


LYRICS:
It feels like we been living in fast-foward
Another moment passing by
The party's ending but it's now or never
Nobody's going home tonight

Katy perry is on replay,
She's on replay
DJ got the floor to shake
The floor to shake
People going all the way
Yeah, all the way
I'm still wide awake

I wanna stay up all night
And jump around until we see the sun
I wanna stay up all night
And find a girl and tell her she's the one
Hold on to the feeling
And don't let it go
Cause we got the floor now
Get out of control
I wanna stay up all night
And do it all with you

Up all night
Like this, all night, hey
Up all night
Like this, all night, hey
Up all night

Don't even care about the table breaking
We only wanna have a laugh
I'm only thinking 'bout this girl I'm seeing
I hope she wanna kiss me back

Katy perry is on replay,
She's on replay
DJ got the floor to shake
The floor to shake
People going all the way
Yeah, all the way
I'm still wide awake

I wanna stay up all night
And jump around until we see the sun
I wanna stay up all night
And find a girl and tell her she's the one
Hold on to the feeling
And don't let it go
Cause we got the floor now
Get out of control
I wanna stay up all night
And do it all with you

Up all night
Like this, all night, hey
Up all night
Like this, all night, hey
Up all night

Katy perry is on replay,
She's on replay
(We're gonna want to stay up all night)
DJ got the floor to shake
The floor to shake
(We're gonna want to stay up all night)
Up all night, up all night
(We're gonna want to stay up all night)

I wanna stay up all night
And jump around until we see the sun
I wanna stay up all night
And find a girl and tell her she's the one
Hold on to the feeling
And don't let it go
Cause we got the floor now
Get out of control
I wanna stay up all night
And do it all with you

Up all night
Like this, all night, hey
Up all night
Like this, all night, hey
Up all night


~Gotta Be You~


LYRICS:

[Liam]
Girl I see it in your eyes you're disappointed
'Cause I'm the foolish one that you anointed with your heart
I tore it apart
And girl what a mess I made upon your innocence
And no woman in the world deserves this
But here I am, asking you for one more chance

[Harry]
Can we fall, one more time?
Stop the tape and rewind
Oh and if you walk away I know I'll fade
'Cause there is nobody else

It's gotta be you
Only you
It's got to be you
Oh, Only you

[Liam]
Now girl I hear it in your voice and how it trembles
When you speak to me I don't resemble, who I was
You've almost had enough
And your actions speak louder than words
And you're about to break from all you've heard
Don't be scared, I ain't going no where

[Zayn]
I'll be here, by your side
No more fears, no more crying
But if you walk away
I know I'll fade
'Cause there is nobody else

[All, Harry leading voice]
It's gotta be you
Only you
It's got to be you
Oh, Only you

[Zayn]
Oh girl, can we try one more, one more time?
One more, one more, can we try?
One more, one more time
I'll make it better
[All, Zayn leading voice]
One more, one more, can we try?
One more, one more,
Can we try one more time to make it all better?

[All, Harry leading voice]
'Cause it's gotta be you
Its gotta be you
Only you
Oh, Only you

It's gotta be you
Only you
It's got to be you
Oh, Only you

~Same Mistakes~


LYRICS:

(Harry)
Circles, we going in circles
Dizzy's all it makes us
We know where it takes us we've been before
Closer, maybe looking closer
There's more to discover
Find that what went wrong without blaming each other

(Zayn)
Think that we got more time
One more falling behind
Gotta make up my mind

(Everyone)
Or else we'll play, play, play all the same old games
And we wait, wait, wait for the end to change
And we take, take, take it for granted
That will be the same
But we're making all the same mistakes

(Liam)
Wake up, we both need to wake up
Maybe if we face up to this
We can make it through this
Closer, maybe we'll be closer
Stronger than we were before
It made this something more, yeah

(Zayn)
Think that we got more time
One more falling behind
Gotta make up my mind

(Everyone)
Or else we'll play, play, play all the same old games
And we wait, wait, wait for the end to change
And we take, take, take it for granted
That will be the same
But we're making all the same mistakes

(Harry leading)
Yeah, yeah, that's what crazy is
When it's broken, you say there's nothing to fix
And you pray, pray, pray that everything will be okay
While you're making all the same mistakes

(Liam)
Don't look back
But if we don't look back
We're only running babe
Out of me, cause ain't this
Same mistakes again

(Everyone)
So we play, play, play all the same old games
And we wait, wait, wait for the end to change
And we take, take, take it for granted
That will be the same
But we're making all the same mistakes

Yeah, yeah, that's what crazy is
When it's broken, you say there's nothing to fix
And you pray, pray, pray that everything will be okay
Why you're making all the same mistakes
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So that's it. Feel free to like and favorite!

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Well... I am very ashamed to admit that I am once more a Belieber. JB apparently decided it was time to go through puberty, so his voice sounds reallyyyy sexy. Plus, he's hotter. Anyway, this song is the reason I am once more a huge fan. Here's his brand new song, Boyfriend. Lyrics are posted below the vid.



LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
If I was your boyfriend, I’d never let you go
I can take you places you ain’t never been before
Baby take a chance or you’ll never ever know
I got money in my hands that I’d really like to blow
Swag swag swag, on you
Chillin by the fire why we eatin’ fondue
I dunno about me but I know about you
So say hello to falsetto in three two

[Pre-Chorus]
I’d like to be everything you want
Hey girl, let me talk to you

[Chorus]
If I was your boyfriend,I'd never let you go
I'd keep you on my arm girl, you’d never be alone
I can be a gentleman, anything you want
If I was your boyfriend, I’d never let you go, I’d never let you go

[Verse 2]
Tell me what you like yeah tell me what you don’t
I could be your Buzz Lightyear fly across the globe
I don’t never wanna fight yeah, you already know
I am ‘ma a make you shine bright like you’re laying in the snow
Burr
Girlfriend, girlfriend, you could be my girlfriend
You could be my girlfriend until the ---- world ends
Make you dance do a spin and a twirl and
Voice goin crazy on this hook like a whirl wind
Swaggie

[Pre-Chorus]
I’d like to be everything you want
Hey girl, let me talk to you

[Chorus]
If I was your boyfriend, I'd never let you go
I'd keep you on my arm girl you’d never be alone
I can be a gentleman, anything you want
If I was your boyfriend, I’d never let you go, I’d never let you go

[Bridge]
So give me a chance, ‘cause you’re all I need girl
Spend a week wit your boy I’ll be calling you my girlfriend
If I was your man, I’d never leave you girl
I just want to love you, and treat you right

[Chorus]
If I was your boyfriend, I'd never let you go
I'd keep you on my arm girl you’d never be alone
I can be a gentleman, anything you want
If I was your boyfriend, I’d never let you go, never let you go

Na na na, na na na, na na na
Ya girl
Na na na, na na na, na na na ey
Na na na, na na na, na na na ey
Na na na, na na na, na na na ey

If I was your boyfriend
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I dare you to comment that this isn't his best song. Because, guess what! It is! (And that picture for the single is hott. H-O-T-T hott! That extra "t" is for "That picture is hott!") <--Yeah, I went there!

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Well, I've been looking through my blog posts, and I had the realization that I tend to post tons of things that don't really apply to my life (youtube videos and details about movies). Since I've been at that a while and since everyone else seems to post stuff like that for video games, I'm going to do something a little different. It's been a really long time since I've told you what's happening in my life, so I'm going to catch you up.

To start off, both of my parents are unemployed and neither of them are "qualified" for unemployment. My dad is trying everything he can to get a job which includes sending out hundreds upon hundreds of resumes to churches alone. No, those general numbers do not include the corporate jobs he's applied for. We are struggling financially because even before we didn't have that much money to save up. My parents are out of money, and we are now relying on what people give us to survive. No, the purpose of this post is not to host a pity party, so please don't post tons of comments about how "sorry" you are because honestly, I don't care. You being sorry for us or whatever does not help us at all and does not make you a better person, so just don't say it.

Moving on, I got my high school schedule today (yay, almost out of middle school!), and I do NOT have band which is so exciting. I got health and PE for electives, but I also got the two I wanted, Latin and Journalism. I figured that since I got a 1456 when I took the SAT in 7th grade and after the essay, the vocabulary portion was my worst contribution to my overall score,that taking Latin will help me figure out the definitions of words and I will get a higher SAT score when I take it. Also, since I want to be a writer, Journalism will be obviously helpful to me. Do I wish I could get my Fine Arts credit over with Freshman year? Yeah, of course. Do I regret deciding against band? No, because ultimately, Latin and Journalism are more beneficial to my future.
Honestly, I think I would prefer waiting for the Fine Arts credit anyway because more options will be available for me as a sophomore, junior, or a senior. I'm thinking want to do some type of art class. I love drawing, so it would be a good fit... Of course, it does help that I'm good at it. However, I think they should have a creative writing class for a fine arts elective because in my mind, writing is very expressive and creative and unique, so why isn't it considered a fine art? It's a talent that only certain people have.

On another note, I am still in band for the time being, and we finally got the rest of our music for our spring concert. I honestly couldn't be more pleased as to what we're playing. We're playing a slow pretty tune called Whispers (my least favorite), then Party Rock Anthem (Yes, the one by LMFAO), Just Dance (by the Lady Gagasssss), and last but most definitely not least, Highlights from Lord of the Rings Fellowship of the Ring! The LOTR piece is so epic. It's a combination of some of the major themes in the movie. And I am such a big nerd that I can pretty much describe the scene and what's happening in the scene for every single section in the piece. Seriously, I'm not even lying! I did it earlier today...

So yahsss, that's my life at the moment. Probably bored ya to bits. Sorry, I don't like being the type of person whose blog is only popular because I used a youtube video or a famous movie for the topic. I must warn you though, that a One Direction post is probably in the forecast of this blog (because I really, really love them). Bye and shtuff!

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Lyrics are posted below is you want to read all of it at one time instead of sticking with the video. Yes, the video is flipped, but the person did it because of copyright. It was the only video of it I could find, so suck it up and deal with it. Anyway, I heard this on that episode and fell in love with it! Just thought you all might want to hear it, so here ya go!



LYRICS:

Why am i always hit on by the the boys i never like
I can always see them coming from the left and from the right
I don't want to be a priss,
I'm just trying to be polite
But it always seems to bite me in the-

Ask me for my number
Yeah, you put me on the spot
You think that we should hook-up
But I think that we should not

You had me at hello
Then you opened up your mouth
And that is when it started going south
Oh!

Get your hands off my hips
'Fore I punch you in the lips
Stop your staring at my-
Hey!
Take a hint take a hint

No, you can't buy me a drink
Let me tell you what I think
I think you could use a mint
Take a hint take a hint
T-take a hint take a hint

I guess you still don't get it
So let's take it from the top
You asked me what my sign is
And I told you it was stop
And if I had a dime for every name that you just dropped
You'd be here
And I'd be on a yacht
Oh!

Get your hands off my hips
'Fore I punch you in the lips
Stop your staring at my-
Hey!
Take a hint take a hint

No, you can't buy me a drink
Let me tell you what I think
I think you could use a mint
Take a hint take a hint
T-take a hint take a hint

What about "No"
Don't you get
So go and tell your friends
I'm not really interested

It's about time that you're leavin'
I'm gonna count to three and
Open my eyes
And you'll be gone

One
Get your hands off my-
Two
Or I'll punch you in the-
Three
Stop your staring at my-
Hey!

Take a hint take a hint
I am not your missing link
Let me tell you what I think
I think you could use a mint
Take a hint take a hint
Take a hit take a hint
Whoa...

Get your hands off my hips
'Fore I punch you in the lips
Stop your staring at my-
Hey!
Take a hint take a hint
T-take a hint take a hint
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This movie was phenomenal! I've seen it several times already, and I can say it was the best yet. Don't worry, this blog post isn't as random as you may think it is. No, it is very much in celebration/anticipation of Step Up 4.

Mhm, you read that right! There is ANOTHER Step Up movie coming out this year. I'm not sure how on Earth they plan on outdoing the third one. Seriously, the 3rd movie had the most epic dances that leave me with a lack of words at the end. Words simply cannot express how amazing they were. Trust me, I will have those videos later on in this post. But, first let's talk about the summary of Step Up 4.

All of this following information was copied from the Internet Movie Database website.

~Summary~
Emily arrives in Miami with aspirations to become a professional dancer. She then sparks with Sean, the leader of a dance crew whose neighborhood is threatened by Emily's father's development plans.

~Cast~
Kathryn McCormick........Emily*
Ryan Guzman..............Sean*
Chadd Smith..............Vladd*
Stephen Boss.............Jason
Megan Boone..............Claire
Cleopatra Coleman........Penelope
Tommy Dewey..............Tripp

*Main characters

Here's a picture of Sean and Emily for your entertainment! (click the link)
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Okay, well, that's enough about Step Up 4... Now it's time for those epic dances in Step Up 3 I told you about!



Annnd, the last dance of the movie! (It's long, but it's awesome!)




That's it for my Step Up 3/4 blog post! Hope you liked it!!

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Here we are at last... The grand finale! This next song is a song that was made for a movie. Hopefully, you've figured out that I tend to love songs from movies because, well... I do! Anyway, my favorite music video of all time is from the Disney movie Prom, and it's by the cutest boy band EVER. Yes, I do absolutely mean Allstar Weekend. I bet most of you know exactly which song I am talking about, too, because it is widely popular! Lyrics are below as usual. Without further ado, here is... "Party Like It's Not Your Birthday" by Allstar Weekend! Enjoy!



Every Clock is tickin' faster
Takin' trips around the sun
Another year, another chapter
5 and 4 and 3 and 2 and 1

Drop your calls, lose your keys
Before the drinks are gone
Get yourself out your seat
Oh oh
Quit your bitchin' move your feet
Until the break of dawn
Cause nobody gives a damn about the day that you were born

This song's for everyone who it ain't your birthday
You gotta party like it's not, party like it's not
This song's for anyone who's having the worst day
You gotta party like it's not, party like it's not

Oh o oh
Party like it's not, party like it's not
Like it's not your birthday
Party like it's not, party like it's not
Oh o oh
Party like it's not, party like it's not
Like it's not your birthday
Party like it's not, party like it's not
Oh o oh

Take a sippin' of the high life
Chase it down until you fall
Three hundred and sixty five nights
Why just one if we can have them all?

Drop your calls, lose your keys
Before the drinks are gone
Get yourself out your seat
Oh oh
Clap your hands, move your feet
Until the break of dawn
Cause nobody gives a damn about the day that you were born

This song's for everyone who it ain't your birthday
You gotta party like it's not, party like it's not
This song's for anyone who's having the worst day
You gotta party like it's not, party like it's not
Oh o oh

Party like it's not, Party like it's not,
Like it's not your birthday
Party like it's not, party like it's not
Oh o oh
Party like it's not, party like it's not,
Like it's not your birthday
Party like it's not. party like it's not
Oh o oh

Ok let's lose control
I wanna see everybody on the floor
Go and send your invitations
Do it now 'cause time is wasting
Life is tough so fill them cups
One life to live, I'm a live it up
Drinks go up, drink em' down
Turn it up, wake up the town (oh o oh)
Ok, Check it out, here's the plan
We gonna dance till we can not stand
Move your feet to every beat
Oh yeah, bring it back, put it on repeat
We gunna party till the break of dawn
I don't even know how I'm getting home
But it's alright, it's ok
It's not even my birthday!

Party like it's not, party like it's not
Party like it's not, party like it's not
Like it's not your birthday
Party like it's not, party like it's not
Oh o oh
Party like it's not, party like it's not

This song's for everyone who it ain't your birthday
You gotta party like it's not, party like it's not
This song's for anyone who's having the worst day
You gotta party like it's not, party like it's not
Oh o oh
(Like it's not your birthday)
Party like it's not, party like it's not
(Like it's not your birthday)
Party like it's not, party like it's not
Oh o oh
(Like it's not your birthday)
Party like it's not, party like it's not
(Like it's not your birthday)
Party like it's not, party like it's not
Oh o oh
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I apologize for it not being the original... For some reason it was deleted off of youtube. It totally sucks because that's the video I wanted to show you. So sorry!!

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Yus, It is getting down to the wire! Your welcome for finding the time to post this... and by time I mean a chance to procrastinate on my homework. Anyway, my second favorite music video is "Teardrops On My Guitar" by Taylor Swift. It's not my favorite song by her, but it is easy for me to relate. This video pretty much sums up the relationship tragedies of my life. Without further ado, here's the video! And as usual, the lyrics are posted below the video.



LYRICS:
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh 'cause it's so damn funny
And I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky 'cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into.

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

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I have not had a chance to post the next music video as of late, and I can't right now since I'm on my DSi...

Sorry for the wait!

So, recently my poetry thread in the Writer's Lounge, The Rambles of Boredom, has gotten a few comments about how my poems are pretty good, so please check it out! If you do check it out, look at other threads too. This forum is in need of new visitors, and your comments would be majorly helpful!

So, The Hunger Games comes out March 23rd, and I'm seeing it opening day! Yes, I am MAJORLY excited about this movie. Can't wait to see it!

That's pretty much it! My apologies for the lack of music videos...

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So, I have had another opportunity to post another video... And this time it's, "Breakeven" by The Script! I absolutely love this song! It's perfect for when you feel heartbroken! Lyrics are below as usual.



LYRICS:
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in
Cause I got tI'me while she got freedom
Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man thats gonna put her 1st
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
Cause when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven

What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But not wise words gonna stop the bleeding
Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving
Cause when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven

What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
(one still in love while the other ones leaving
Cause when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains
Cause you left me with no love, no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in
Cause I got time while she got freedom
Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
(one still in love while the other ones leaving
Cause when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)
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So yeah! Hope you enjoyed this video! (and the song of course)

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I finally managed to have time on the computer to post this. My fourth favorite music video is...*drumroll, please*... "If I Had You" by Adam Lambert! I guess I like it because of how jacked up and weird it is. Lyrics are below.



LYRICS:

So I got my boots on
Got the right 'mount of leather
And I'm doin' me up with some black color liner
And I'm working my strut, but I know it don't matter
All we need in this world is some love

There's a thin line 'tween the dark side
And the light side, baby tonight
It's a struggle, gotta rumble
Tryin' to find it

But if I had you,
That would be the only thing I'd ever need
If I had you, the money, fame, and fortune
Never could compete
If I had you, Life would be a party it'd be ecstasy
Yeah, If I had you, you, y-y-you, y-y-you, y-y-you
If I had you

From New York to L.A.
Getting high, rock and rolling
Get a room, trash it up 'til it's 10 in the morning
Girls in stripper heels
Boys rollin' in Maseratis
All they need in this world is some love

There's a thin line 'tween the wild time
And the flat-line, baby tonight
It's a struggle, gotta rumble
Tryin' to find it

But if I had you,
That would be the only thing I'd ever need
If I had you, the money, fame, and fortune
Never could compete
If I had you, Life would be a party it'd be ecstasy
Yeah, If I had you, you, y-y-you, y-y-you, y-y-you
If I had

The flashing of the lights
It might feel so good
But I got you stuck on my mind, yeah
The fashion and the stage
It might get me alright
But it don't mean a thing tonight

That would be the only thing I'd ever need
Yeah, if I had you, the money, fame, and fortune
Never could compete
If I had you, Life would be a party it'd be ecstasy
Yeah, If I had you, you, y-y-you, y-y-you, y-y-you

If I had you,
That would be the only thing I'd ever need
If I had you, the money, fame, and fortune
Never could compete
If I had you, Life would be a party it'd be ecstasy
Yeah, If I had you, you, y-y-you, y-y-you, y-y-you
If I had you
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Yeah, that song is so catchy and addictive!

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Two blog posts in less than 24 hours! That has to be my record... Anyway, this one isn't part of the Favorite Music Videos Countdown though I will post the 4th favorite soon.

I was bored, so I was looking through the Animal Crossing 3DS forum despite not even owning a 3DS. The details about the game got me excited, and I decided to sell my DS Lite, Gameboy Advanced, all my GBA games, and 3 of DS games in order for me to have enough funds to get a 3DS. When told of my plan, my mother told me if I got the 3DS, then I couldn't get an iPod Touch like I've wanted for a year. So now I have to choose, but I'm really indecisive and don't know what to do.

Another topic, Picnik.com is closing in April which makes me very sad by the way, and since it is, all of the premium features are now free. I am taking advantage of that and am editing pictures like crazy! If you want a photo edited using picnik but don't have time to do it yourself, feel free to email me about it with the picture attached. Be sure to give me details about what you want it to look like, and email me at the email listed on my profile. Some examples of my pictures edited on picnik are: my blog banner, my signature banner, my fanart profile picture, and a Draco Malfoy picture that's tinted green. My edits tend to be very simple and peaceful looking, so if you want something complex, I'm not promising it will be good.

Another subject, the Writer's Lounge forum in the Special Interest section is starting to die! Please, please, please help revive it! I know a lot of people don't read my blog, but for those of you that do, any help would be appreciated. If you can't contribute to the fforum by submitting actual writing pieces, just take the time to read a few threads and leave your opinions on them. The people in that forum are all very nice people, so you will always be treated nicely in the forum! Please, help...

That's all, for this blog post. The next one will probably be a FMVCD post,k? K!

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I'm bored so I'm going to start posting my top 5 favorite music videos. To kick it off, here's the music video of "Mad World" by Gary Jules done by the contestants on the Glee Project this past summer as fifth. The lyrics are below!

LYRICS:
All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad world, mad world, mad world

Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, No one knew me
Hello teacher, tell me what's my lesson?
Look right through me, look right through me

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad world, It's a mad world
Mad world, mad world, mad world, mad world
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That's it. The song has such a great message, and just so you know, the signs everyone was wearing were all of their biggest insecurities. I hope you enjoyed it as much as I do!

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If you haven't heard, there's a new song by Taylor Swift out that was made for the Hunger Games movie. Normally, I do not like Taylor Swift, but this song is absolutely chilling. The lyrics perfectly depict the book, and the music is so haunting. Here's the music video!

LYRICS:
I remember tears streaming down your face
When I said I'll never let you go
When all those shadows almost killed your light
I remember, you said, "Don't leave me alone."
But all that's dead and gone and past, tonight

Just close your eyes
The sun is going down
You'll be all right
No one can hurt you now
Come morning light
You and I'll be safe and sound

Don't you dare look out your window
Darling, everything's on fire
The war outside our door keeps raging on
Hold on to this lullaby
Even when the music's gone

Just close your eyes
The sun is going down
You'll be all right
No one can hurt you now
Come morning light
You and I'll be safe and sound

Oh, Oh, Ah, Ah
Oh, Oh, Ah, Ah

Just close your eyes
You'll be all right
Come morning light
You and I'll be safe and sound

Oh (x13)

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Yeah, that's it! Totally gives me chills!

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Yesh, this post is me ranting about nothing other than books... Take no notice of this unless you want to bawl your eyes out because of boredom. Ok? Okay!

First off, the Gallagher Girls 5 book, Out of Sight Out of Time by Ally Carter, comes out March 20th! I am soooo pumped. The fourth book ended with the biggest cliffhanger in the history of cliffhangers except for maybe the Hunger Games series.... I'm just saying. I cannot wait for this book to come out. I already joined the gallagher girls academy website and read the preview for the new book. I am so getting it the day it comes out. Nothing shall stop me!

Secondly, I cannot wait for May to come because Rick Riordan's third book in the Kane Chronicles, The Serpent's Shadow, is finally coming out! I read the first chapter of this too, and it is going to be amazing!

I also am looking forward to a new series by Rick Riordan coming out in 2015... A series about the Norse gods! More Thor for me!! His next Heroes of Olympus book is coming out in the fall of this year which I am super excited about.

2012 is going to be an exciting year with all of the books coming out and all of the fantabulous movies coming! I'm so excited!

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Inspiration. A chameleon of thoughts, emotions, and actions. It swells within some people like the dynamics of a beautiful, symphonic song. With it, the person can create a new world with just a pencil and some paper. Magic flows out of his or her mind as he or she glides the writing utensil over the smooth surface of the parchment to form letters on the faded lines.

A story, song, or poem is born in the perfect words. The meaning only important to the one who wrote it. Always, the truly good literature will worm its way into the heart of the reader to bring that person into the writing to feel every emotion and every challenge.

Their eyes locked in on the words that become phrases on the pages and their hearts beating faster, faster... faster until closing the book with a sigh of pure engrossment. True authors can do this to even the most picky of readers and will get fame from their creativity. They will surely be praised for their talent and craftsmenship because their words weren't crammed down for the fun of it. It wasn't completed because it was simply the next thing on the to do list.

No, it was done because the writer felt every emotion the main character felt, thought everything the character thought, and was who the character was. They became a new person, scribbling down words as they came to mind, and they worked hard to put their everything into it. Not because they had to, of course. But because of the fire burning within them, the passion hidden inside.

For writers, we are dead without pens or pencils. Lifeless without paper or a computer. Writing is as essential to our life as oxygen or nourishment is to everyone else.

When we write, our very souls are poured into the story, and that... That is a beautiful thing.

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I've been so busy lately with mounds of homework even though I am only in the 8th grade. My math grade is super low... Only because I think proofs are pointless, so I refuse to do them. Oh well. Seriously, though, I've been having to do homework almost nonstop. All the while I have to make drawings for my friends, so they can have binder covers for school. Also, I have to type and write Violet Manchestar which has taken so much time. It takes me at least two days to type one chapter up, and I take a really long time to write the original chapters.

Anyway, I promised some people in the Paranormal forum that I would contribute tons of mythology stuff to the Paranormal Creatures Glossary, but I've been too busy to do it. Since, I finally had hardly any homework tonight, I decided that it was time I actually fulfilled my promise. So, I am currently working on the profile of an Egyptian goddess by the name of Bast... Honestly, I only knew that she was a goddess based on the Kane Chronicles by Rick Riordan. His books do tend to tell of actual mythological deities that he just personifies and fits into awesome story lines. I figured starting out by researching some of the gods and goddesses he mentioned might be a good starting point, so here I am....

Honestly, I wish I could tell you more about my situation, but I still kind of need to finish up my profile for Bast. So, I guess I'll end the post here. Bye for now, my nonexistent readers!

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That's the name of a song from Victorious just so you know, but, don't worry! This post is NOT about that song even though it is endlessly awesome...

I am freaking out because tomorrow is my state's writing test! It's not that I'm going to fail or anything because, believe me, I'm not. I'm quite accomplished in writing essays, actually. Honestly, I'm just concerned that I'm not going to get a perfect score like I did on the practice one... Oh, the concerns of overachievers (lol!). That's what I'm nervous about which is really quite vain if you remember that tons of other people are just praying they'll pass.

Anyway, I'm really tired, so I might doze off during it. Yeah, I was up until like 4:00 this morning... I was playing Animal Crossing: wild world, and I had made over 30,000 bells in 30 minutes from fishing. My stores had just closed, so I couldn't really sell anything else. Deciding to try and get one of the animal's photos (Bunnie, I believe), I went to a corner of the town to wait for 15 or so minutes. I took out a book to read by my DSi's light, but it was too dim. It was two hours after I had been sent to bed, so I couldn't just turn my room's light on or my parents would see. Genius that I am, I just went to press the select button to brighten the screen... But I hit the power button instead.

I had a huge panic attack, but I just got back on and suffered through Resetti in hopes that I could quickly regain what I had lost. It took me three hours to get enough fish to possibly get back the 30,000. When I got home from school, I got back on to sell all the fish I had caught... And apparently, I had wayyy overshot my goal. I made over 100,000 bells!! So, I guess it was worth it. Plus, I got Bunnie's picture. It all balanced out in the end.

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In other news, in case you haven't noticed, I change the name of my blog to Aspiring to symbolize my ambitions to be a famous author. I also changed my signature, profile pic, and my custom phrase thingy from all things Hunger Games to other stuff. Reason being, I am a total fangirl, and I'm sick of obsessing over everything. Needless to say, I am trying to stop myself from looking like an obsessive freak. As soon as I find a way to get a name change, I'm changing it. No more DracoM4dawin for me! I haven't really come up with a new username yet, but I am thinking about it.

Honestly, I have these in mind: Eternal, Blondie, Haywire, and Dance Forever. Comment and let me know what you think, or pm me with ideas. Whatever floats your boat!

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Here's a list of some songs I've been listening to nonstop this past week, in case you wanted to know!
*Talking to the Moon : Bruno Mars
*Mad World : Cover by Adam Lambert
*Deer in the Headlights : Owl City
*Don't Trust Me : 3OH!3
*Set Fire to the Rain : Adele

^^^ So yeah, check those out on youtube or something!

Here's a list of books I've been reading!
*The Hunger Games series by Suzanne Collins
*The Confessions of Georgia Nicholson series by Louise Rennison
*The Heroes of Olympus series by Rick Riordan
*The Heist Society series by Ally Carter
*The Kane Chronicles by Rick Riordan
*The Gallagher Girls series by Rick Riordan

^^^ I seriously like series a LOT. Those are all outstanding books Certainly great reads!

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Thanks for reading my blog post! If you did, I can't thank you enough. Be sure to check out the prologue to my book that I'm writing either in the post "As promised" in my blog or in the Writer's Lounge in the thread called Violet Manchestar.

Once again, please comment or pm me about username ideas! Bye for now!

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I promised in my bio that I would post the prologue of my first book in the Violet Manchestar series. Here it is!


Prologue: The Boy With Hurricane Eyes

It was a witchy house (and I should know): a low-slung roof; that quiet gray paint; those squinting, shuttered windows; and the empty porch rocker that swayed, swayed, swayed day and night. Seeing it after two years- exactly the same- my mind was brought back to when I had first seen it and the person I had seen the unkempt cottage with.

-VM-


His eyes were a stormy gray-blue and were full of depth- a refuge in the midst of a world on the brink of war, though this was unknown at the time- and they always had a look of knowledge imprinted on them. His hair was a shiny reddish blonde that was perfectly straight as if he’d straightened it less than a minute earlier. It was short, but it was still long enough for him to flip it when he pleased.

I found him standing in front of the dilapidated shack. Staring. At the hut. I stealthily crept up on him and waited for him to acknowledge me and my jet-black hair with that perplexing purple streak which was- believe it or not- natural. I waited for him to look up and gaze deeply into my matching violet eyes, for him to inquire my name, but it never came. Instead, he merely turned toward me and looked into my eyes for a split second before walking away.

I was left pondering whether or not he was a figment of my imagination. But deep down, I knew he wasn’t. My head pounded with thoughts as I went back the way I had come from my home. Leaving the damned place that was surely a symbol of evil.

I plucked blueberries on my way back as that was why I had ventured out in the first place. My papa was pacing the verandah when I arrived home. He caught sight of my pale face and yelled out jubilantly.

“Thank goodness! I was beginning to fear you had run away, my sweet, sweet Vivian.”

He kissed my head repeatedly as his hands firmly grasped my slim skull.

“Papa, you worry too much. I can fend for myself despite what my physical appearance and quiet manner may suggest,” I said.

Before he could protest, a petite blonde girl squeaked out, “Vivvy! You’re home! Does that mean we can play now?”

“Sh-sh, Scarlet. You’ll surely disturb Mother Nature,” I said to her, admonishing my five-year-old, little sister, but finally my slight immaturity broke out, causing me to giggle. “Once I rinse off, I will join you in our room to play.”

Whooping with excitement, she ran to the tiny room and began to pull out the straw dolls from the exquisite, mahogany chest.

“Oh, Vivian, my dear… What a fine, young lady you are becoming. So much like your mother,” Father said, sighing as he pressed me against his firm chest.

“Papi, she’s still out there somewhere. I just know it!”

“How do you know? Please don’t say your instincts are telling you. Although I do wish I had your premonitions.”

“I know she’s been gone for half a decade, but one day she’ll come back. I promise.”

The bald, aged man gave a melancholy half-smile as he gazed sorrowfully into my eyes.

“Are you ready to play yet?” Scarlet asked impatiently. Her red eyes were fiery in that instance- blazing brighter than the crimson streak in her hair.

“Patience, my girl. Patience,” Father whispered to her, and her eyes calmed as well as her entire body language.

“I’ll be right there,” I told her assuredly. Turning to papa as my little sibling scurried out, I said, “If you would let me venture out into the big cities, I could look for her. Find her. Bring her home even.”

“No, you must never leave home and go out into society. Do you understand me?” My father said to me as his face contorted and grew red in rage.

“Yes, sir,” I said, lowering my head in shame.

Craving to escape his fury, I ran off to the bathing room to sponge. I rushed through it, so I could join Scarlet as promised.

Scarcely fifteen minutes into our drama session with the toys, father knocked gently at our door.

“Vivian, may I have a word?” His question was gentle- no, careful.

I told he could, and Scarlet left us alone as soon as I nodded in her direction. Once she was gone, father continued, “Tomorrow is your eighth birthday in case you forgot, and I just wanted to let you know that our argument won’t stop it from being great.”

His smile shone like the sun.

“Oh! I nearly forgot,” I said. My voice wound up sounding more like a squeak as it did crack slightly.

He winked at me before turning and leaving the room. Scarlet scurried back in, so we could pick up where we had left off. As we played, I felt a cool breeze and noticed the window was open, so I went to close it. But something made me stop mid-motion. Or rather, someone. The boy was curiously staring at me, but with the wind, he vanished and left me staring at nothing.

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Gasping, my consciousness returned to my present form. I turned and ran from the ominous house back to where I knew my father awaited my return. He was pacing frantically on the porch until he saw me emerge from the forest.

“Oh thank goodness! I was beginning to-“

“Think I had run away… I know,” I said, completing his phrase for him.

“Well, I can’t have my eldest daughter disappearing on the eve of her tenth birthday. Now, can I?”

“Of course, but we go through this every year when I go round for blueberries,” I said.

“Now go inside, and wash off before supper.”

I obeyed his command, and once it was fulfilled, I went into my room. Reminded of the instance two years prior, I glanced outside of my window in hopes of finding the boy standing there. But he was nowhere to be seen.
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I hope you enjoyed! Please comment with suggestions and feedback!

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Today, I had my second round Allstate audition. They were running behind, so I sat waiting for an hour before actually auditioning. But it's worth it because I think I did amazing! I only messed up a few times, but my tone was good enough to make up for it. The drive was 2 and 1/2 hours which made me get up at 6 o'clock on a Saturday morning, but both of my parents said that I did well enough to make it worth it whether I made it or not. I have a little bit of hope considering that the people I heard didn't have good tones and messed up a bunch. The guy right in front of me didn't even warm up or soak his reed before auditioning. No wonder he sounded terrible!

Anyway, I'm really tired, but overall, I think it was definitely worth it. The whole thing allowed me to really advance in my musical capabilities and realize my potential as a musician. for one more plus, I got to see my friends that I never see because they go to a different school. Hopefully, I did well enough to make it, but if not, I'm still proud of what I achieved.

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So this afternoon, my family watched The Swan Princess (don't ask!), and it really got me in the mood to watch Barbie Swan Lake. But my parents were meanies and hogged the tv to watch football, so I got on my laptop and pretended to be typing up my book, the first in the Violet Manchestar series.

I went onto youtube and started watching movies. Yes, I watched Barbie Swan Lake first, but then I watched Barbie as Rapunzel.... After that, I started Barbie Princess Charm School, but I was sent to bed before finishing. Before I got off though, I bookmarked the page as "11:42-Charm School" to show where I had stopped in the movie.

Needless to say, I'm going to finish it tomorrow morning, and then I'm going to watch Barbie A Mermaid's Tale. Yeahhhh, I'm 13 and I absolutely LOVE Barbie movies.... Don't judge even though I know how stupid it it of me!

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by DracoM4dawin

Something is missing
From my life, I swear
I don't understand
What it could be

Sure, my family's poor
Sure, I'm not popular
But that's never
Really truly mattered

I have all the friends I need
All the brains too
So what if I'm single
I'm only thirteen

I'm not the smartest
Or the prettiest
Or the most athletic
Not the best at all

But I'm still
Good enough
So it just doesn't
Make any sense

Still there's a void
A hole to be filled
But if nothing will fit
What on earth will?
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That's pretty much how I feel... I do get emotional a lot, but that's me being a teenage girl. Other than that, I'm empty. I just go through the motions without any thoughts or feelings. It's about time I got it off my chest.

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I'm in the middle of a writer's block.... Hence the lack of any recent poetry posted by me. I haven't quite been able to actually think of topics, so here's where you come in.

Please comment and leave topics I could use. Keep in mind that I'm 13, so make sure it's something that someone my age could write about.

You could also leave ideas for books as well. I have a few of my own, but I'm already in the middle of two books. So, I don't have time at the moment to write on them.

Here are my ideas:

*Several African Americans have been murdered by a serial killer, but investigation leads to the discovery that the Ku Klux Klan (KKK) is still alive and well. A CIA agent must go undercover within the organization to try to bring them down.

*A terrorist bombing startles many civilians within the United States, but there are different sides to every story. Told from the vantage points of the suicide bomber, a witness, and a victim.

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So yeah... Let me know what ya think!

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I was selected to be a part of UGA Midfest again this year,and so were several of my friends. We were all looking around for hot guys, and we found one who plays French Horn and is from Effingham County. Unfortunately, we didn't get a name.

But then, in the lobby of the School of Music, I saw this guy who was doing tricks with a yo-yo. He was soooo great at it. After eating, I went to the second rehearsal for my band, and I found out he was in my band!! I then made it my personal goal to find out his name.

He kept slipping away before I got a chance to while he had his name tag on, but when I went to my assigned room to set up my instrument before the concert, I saw his silver tuba and set up my oboe right in front of it. When he came in, I was in his way, so he had to walk to me to get his tuba. Then I started talking to him....

"Aren't you the guy who was doing tricks with a yo-yo in the lobby yesterday?" I asked him.

He smiled when he realized I recognized him.

"Yeah," he said.

"ReallY? You're super good at it, ya know," I said, my heart racing as he stared into my eyes and smiled.

"Thanks!... I really need to get that," he said, pointing to his tuba which was still behind me.

"Oh, I am in your way. I am so sorry!" I moved out of the way again.

"No problem."

Then he grabbed his instrument and gave me this realllyyyyy hot look. He looked at me, slowly closed his eyes, looked away- flipping his hair- and opened his eyes before slowly turning his head back toward me. He smiled once more at me until he walked away.

I was too awestruck by how sexy he was to even ask him for his name. His smile was still burned into my mind as I watched him go, so I didn't even think to ask his name. But he was gone.

I realized my stupidity and decided to ask for his name after the concert, but he disappeared. Engulfed in sadness, I packed away my oboe and headed for my meeting place with my parents. As I walked out, I saw him up the hill waiting for his ride. He was staring straight at me, so I waved. After he waved back, I turned to go to the meeting spot.

In a moment of indecision, I looked back at him, and he was still looking at me. But I still turned away. Now, more than a day later, the image of him gazing deeply into my eyes and smiling still controls my thoughts. What if I had asked his name? That's the question I'll never stop asking...

I had been wearing my name tag when we talked, so he might have seen my name. But what are the odds of that ever happening? I barely knew him, but whether he knows it or not, he has my heart. I haven't stopped searching for him yet, but I probably will eventually. That moment will probably be the last of my life.

So I leave you with this piece of wisdom: It's better to live life with 'Oh Well' than with 'What if'. If you ever feel the same way about someone as I I do with Yo-yo boy, don't make the same mistake I did.

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This is just something that has been on my mind all day... No big deal!

After all my hardest efforts
After all my loving care
After all the heartbreak
I still have to dare

After all my pain and sorrow
After all the tears of tragedy
After all the foolish games
I still want us to be

After all of my love
After all my trying to find
After all the guys I've liked
I still crave you in my mind

After all your playing
After all we've been through
After all you have said
I still am unnoticed

Hiding in the shadows
Waiting for my chance
Hiding in the background
Waiting for the pounce

Blending in with the crowd
Being nice to you always
Blending in with the normal
Wanting to be with you always

After all, you belong with me
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Yurp! That's it. Pretty accurate to how I'm feeling... actually.

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By DracoM4dawin

I just can't fight it
For I am simply longing
The touch of your sweet kiss

Hidden it has been kept
For an extensive time
But it was revealed

In a dream it came
Latent no more
My heart screamed out

My love for you my dear
Is immeasurable for sure
That much I know is true

It has been fought
So many awful times
But it can no longer hide

In that lovely dream
Your lips touched mine
And I began to float

Fireworks went off
Inside my beating chest
Causing a tingling sense

I could never lie
My heart cannot hide
The love for you within

So here I am bored
In math class, no less
With you tattooed on my mind

I can't go a minute
Nor a second at all
Without thinking of you

But how- oh how-
Will you ever find out
My love is so strong

When you never look
My way a moment in time
The way I fantasize

Everyday you pass
Me by in the halls
Without even saying hello

Do you even see me
And my adoring eyes
Looking upon you

Do you even notice
The way I stammer
Whenever you're nearby

Do you even care
That I would die for you
Because of my love so big

Would you even notice
If I one day vanished
And never came back

Would you even care
If I were to die
From a heart attack

Or would you just
Ignore it without
A second thought

Eventually the grapevine
Will burgeon and blossom
So the news of my love will spread

But I know for a fact
You won't even ponder
The possibility of us

It is a heartbreaking fact
That no one can deny
But sadly it's true

I will love you forever
But you (not I)
Do not feel the same

If the feeling isn't mutual
Then it's just a foolish game
That I can't afford to play

If there isn't us
What on earth could I
Possibly hope to gain

But of course that
Is utterly irrelevant
To the matter at hand

The problem is I'm falling
Falling very hard indeed
For none other than you

I need you more
Than the air I breathe
Than the thoughts I think

Surely there's a problem
With the brain in my head
For this is pure insanity

The fact I'm writing
Of my love for you
Is a very shocking thing

But my love for you
My sweet darling
Can no longer be fought

Oh yes, my love for you.
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Yeah, I wrote that for the guy I'm in love with. How's that for the first love poem I've ever written?

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Sooo, I'm bored, so this post is prettyy much gonna be a waste of your time to read.. Just a warning.


I got a 76 on mah science test which is ok cuz I still have an A.
Hetalia is the weirdest anime thing I have ever seen...
8th grade dance is tomorrowww...excited
I have reached a writer's block with On the Run... Guess I'll just edit it.
Violet Manchestar is going great! Can't wait to finish it!!
Soccer is going great. We won our game on Sunday 9-0!!
Halloween was ahmazing. I was dressed up like Ke$ha!!
Pentatonix is the best Acapella group ever!!
I lovvveeee Scott Hoying and Tom Felton.
I'm listening to Greyson Chance's CD nonstop!!
I am bored to death with the book Contagion...
The Pale Assassin is pretty good for historical fiction.
^ But it doesn't come close to Haunting Violet
I like a guy named Joseph, but he doesn't like me back...
I also like a guy named Cael and i think he might like me... might.
I should probably be doing homework right now, but I really don't feel like it...
Soccer practice tonight was cancelled because of rain...
I really am getting bored with this.
My fave color is black.
Thor is beasttt!!!!!!!!
I like purple unicorns!
Black Pikmin123 sent me a pm, but I haven't looked at it cuz I've been busy typing this.
I should probably read it now.
I think she's upset with me possibly....
Slytherin is the best Hogwarts house... just sayin.
Roses are red. Violets are. You broke her heart. Now she hates you.
^Story of mah life... (Getting heartbroken, I mean.)
i like fried chicken and I cannot lie. You other turkeys can't deny! She came in with little bittyy wings and a round breast in yo face, you get it?
^My parody of the I like big butts song....
Like this if you read it all the way through just so I can personally tell you how talented you are!
I'm gonna stop now.

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I hear the creak of my stairs
My door is starting to open
Just a sliver, just a peek
But still, I’m filled with fright

The reflection of a cold, red eye
An albino? Or is it a demon?
Perhaps an angry soul
Although it really does not matter

The fact of who or what it is
Does not affect the chilling fact
That I’m really super scared
Of the sounds and voices in the house

For days, I have seen
Several scary apparitions
Heard disembodied voices
And been filled with fear

The door is still opening
Slowly, like a slow sloth
But still very steadily
Light floods into my room

A ghostly figure comes in
Holding an eight-inch dagger
Covered in scarlet red blood
And the phantom floats towards me

I clamp my eyes closed
And hold breath inside
Maybe it will think I’m dead
Or maybe I will die

My eyes still tightly shut
I feel a breath upon my neck
I made the fatal mistake
Of shivering in fright

Knowing I had faltered
I lifted my eyelids slightly
To see an awful sight
The knife plunged into my depths

I screamed in awful agony
As blood poured out the wound
Onto my pure white sheets
And so I passed on.
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That's a poem I wrote when I was bored in Math a few days ago. Needless to say, several of my friends think that I need psychiatric help for my twisted mind. Please comment and critique!!

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This post i going to contain several things so I hope you plan on reading all of it! :)

Okay, to get started, school sucks right now. I do have straight A's for the time being, but I'm pretttyyyy sure that's going to end soon. I totally bombed a test of quiz in every subject this week, so yeahhhh... Good news, though! I'm going to the homecoming football game tonight, and mah school's team is gonna kick some butt! Yerp, we've got the best High School Football team in the entire state! Soccer is going downhill at our school, but I will be there (if my dad doesn't get a job somewhere else) to help make it better and so will five other people on my team. Soon the high school soccer team will be beast!!

Diversity
by DracoM4dawin

A flash, a blur of color
With creatures of every kind
Making a never-ending rainbow
Nothing could possibly make it duller

They ignore their many differences
And they all make friends with others
As if they are simply all the same
With nobody judging or making inferences

That's how our society should be
No haters or posers, no one faking
Different looks and personalities but no hate
That's what diversity means to me
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I wrote that for school! Please comment and critique if you wish! I do hope you liked it.

So, yeah! Thanks for reading this, and byyyyahhhhhh!

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I wrote this after finishing a test at school.... Seriously, this pretty much sums up what was going through my mind. Only, I didn't act like I wasn't focused. But heyyy! It's poetrayyyy!!
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Pencils moving quickly
Silence fills the air
Answers filled in with speed
Students in despair

Thinking and pondering
No answers to come
Brainiacs get finished
They get bored and hum

Their melodious tunes
Your fast-beating heart
Eyes watching time go by
From this class you will soon part

Surely you will not make it
Surely you will fail
You didn't even study
Of course you can't prevail

As the school bell rings
You hand in your test
It's incomplete, unfinished
So you know you won't pass

But that's what you get
You irresponsible fool
You never ever studied
Now you're failing school
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Surprisingly, I actually made an 85 on the test despite it being incomplete..... Yay for being smarter than you think!!!!

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Sooo, if you want any animated things to go on any pictures you may have to upload, just let me know! Tell me what you want on it, and I will be happy to do it. If you want me to edit a picture for an avvie, it won't be as cool because avatars have to be a maximum of 30KB, so yeah. But I will make sure it is still awesome! All pictures you want me to edit have to be jpg., png, gif, or anything else besides bitmap! The site I use does not allow bitmap images!!

So yeah, hit me up! If you want some examples, head on to my gallery, and there are some examples there in the "Original" folder. All of the ones with animations are examples of what I can do for your images!! PM anyy questions you may have!

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I had a soccer game this morning, and my team owned! We won 7-0 against one of the best teams in the state!! How beast are we? Haha, soccer is ahmazingg! Especially when your team is friggin' awesome!

Well, that's not all I wrote a blog post about! I have to do a science fair project, and I'm totally testing the effect of the mass of a ball on the distance it is thrown using a trebuchet! <---a.k.a. catapult!! Yeah, and my teacher totally loved my idea for my project.

Furthermore, I went to the public library today also, and I checked out a Sci-Fi book called The Blend Time by someone whose name I forget. Anyyyywayyyy (awkward!), it's reallly good, and I've only read 1 and 1/2 pages. Really interesting so far. I also checked out Belladonna (Historical fiction), Unfamiliar Magic (Fantasy), The Princess Academy (Fantasy)-don't ask-, and then, of course, The Blend Time. They all seem really good in case you guys are interested in looking into them.

In science, my teacher played this song about solutions to the tune of "Don't Stop Believing" by Journey, and it was soooo annoying. It got stuck in my head, so then I decided to sing my 2nd favorite song. My favorite song is "If That's Alright With You" by Tom Felton, and my second favorite is "Tonight, Tonight" by Hot Chelle Rae! That song is superrr catchyyy!

Finally, for the most important part of this blog post, a lot of my loyal readers waits will soon be worth it. I just posted Chapter 11 of On the Run, so go by and check it out! You don't want to miss it!! I know it was a long wait, but I plan on having Chapter 12 posted sooner than this one! Thank you everyone for sticking with it despite the wait! I really can't tell you how much I appreciate it!

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Sooo in science yesterday my teacher demonstrated stuff with liquid nitrogen which is freakin' cold if ya didn't know, and he "cooked" with it. He put in marshmallows, hotdogs, and bananas! He took out a marshmallow and asked if any of us wanted to eat it, and I shot my hand up immediately. Annnd he picked me! Oh yah! Let's just say it was weird biting into it and realizing it was crunchy, but it was still like the best thing I've tasted in my life!! Thennn He took a bouncy ball and threw it against the wall, and I made the most amazing catch everrr! After giving it back to him, he put it in the liquid nitrogen and took it out again. He threw it at the wall, and it shattered really loud which caused me to freaking jump in fright! BEST. SCIENCE. CLASS. EVER.

Anywayyyy, earlier we had the practice writing test. It sucked bad cause we didn't get the full amount of time.. I think I did pretty well though. After all I did take up all the space provided which is equal to A LOT. Hahaha, it's a lot considering we had only two hours- less actually- to complete the planning, first draft, revising, and final. My hand hurt so bad afterwards!!! Yeah, it was epic. I used TONS of big words like pedagogue, paragon, tedious, recapitulate, and a few others. Life was pretty great yesterday; I have to admit.

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So right now at the moment, life SUCKS. That might be an exaggeration but I don't really care. Soooo, for advisement, I got taken out of Band and put into Language Arts because apparently I'm like in the top 10 best writers in my school. That's actually the good part!! XD yeahhhhh, it's pretty epic! All we do is play a game about the seven elements of an essay and write sentences to improve our style even more! I wrote a sentence today, and when my teacher read it, she said it was a work of art! How beast am I?! I would put it in On the Run like I did with the past few, but I don't have a clue as to how to fit it in... Anyyywayyy, you're probably wondering what the sentence is. Here you go: "Although I'm not a great artist, that day my hand was flying across the soon-to-be-full paper- scribbling as if drawing was my life's deepest passion- and for the first time since I was five, I felt perfectly capable of painting a perfect portrait, of impacting the world with my art, of being a famous artist." So, what do you think of it?

On to the next topic, time is getting pretty tight. All my homework are getting blurred together in my mass array of things to do, and I have been forced to do some of my homework the morning of because of forgetfulness. Yeah, eighth grade totally sucks. The regular kids have a lot of homework, but the genius kids (like me) have way more!! I'm totally just putting off homework right now just to get my thoughts out of my head.I should be responsible like I have pretty much all year, but honestly, I feel like procrastinating just this once!

Also, this guy totally hates me, and he's making my life miserable in Band. I don't really care though because he may be obnoxious, but he's also entertaining. That's pretty good since Band is soooo boring now! Thanks to my ex- boyfriend it isn't as boring!!

That's my life at the moment! I hope I will update sooner next time!!

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Sooooo, here's an update of what's happening in the world and in my life!!

Hurricane Irene caused TONS of damage in North Carolina with 1 person dead a few hours from when it hit. It also hit the Big Apple, and I hear that it caused lotsa damage there as well...Total casualties are around 21 that we know of.

Steve Jobs quit his job as CEO of what we all know as Apple. He still works for the company, but he's not in a seat of as much power as he had. Cancer is the cause of it; he has had some major health issues in the past year. Also, the iPad is the best selling technological product ever! Yes, the iPad has broken several records, and it keeps breaking more!!

The civil war in Libya recently has taken a turn for the worse. There was a battle in Tripoli at the airport where the Libyan troops killed several rebels. Things keep on getting worse for them, but they hopefully will come to their senses soon.

In further news, there was a protest at the White House where several of the protesters were arrested including a famous actress. I do not know the cause of this sudden protest, but one thing's going through my mind at the moment. What ever happened to freedom at speech? As far as I know, it was a peaceful protest.

For all of you Gallagher Girls fans out there, the fifth books in the series by Ally Carter is scheduled to come out in March 2012! I know I'm excited. There will be six books in this amazing series, so read up if you haven't read it yet.

For all of you reading On the Run by me, Chapter 10 is posted! Also, some crucial information for you: I plan on publishing it one day, so if you ever happen to read it in a book, don't worry! It won't be plagiarizer!

In music news, Beyonce is pregnant and has been expecting for three months. Brittney Spears won an award at the VMA's for top music video of the year! Katy Perry also had a fashion faux pas at the award's show last night, sporting bubblegum- pink hair.

Well, that's all for now!! I hope you enjoyed not having to watch the news for once to know what's happening in the world!

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As every second passes me by
My eyes watch the ticking clock
My eyelids droop down in boredom
As to why I'm here, I don't know why

Fifteen more minutes await me
Until I am finally released
Why is this class so boring?
Why, oh why, must it be?

With every second going by
My excitement slowly grows
Soon I will be on my way home
And to my friends I will say good- bye

My mind starts to suddenly wander
So much I nearly miss the ringing bell
But my teacher held me back to talk
Tomorrow, of me, I will make her fonder

She had noticed my dazed stares
Also my complete lack of focus
Tomorrow I will have to pay attention
So to her was my final farewell
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I wrote that in the middle of Language Arts today! I was completely bored!! Don't judge!! hahaha, lol!

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Walking down the street
A cocky look on his face
His steps to a perfect beat
As if he owns the place

His clothes so flawlessly clean
His watch so high- tech
Walking down the street
A beggar strains his neck

Everyone who sees him pass
Wishes like him they could be
With everything made of clear glass
But as you know, he’s got serendipity
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That's a poem I just wrote for a project I have to do on the word serendipity. It's a noun that means luck.

ON THE RUN UPDATE:

Ok, so as many of you know, I haven't updated On The Run recently. Reason being, I haven't really had time to type up Chapter 10. I need to write Chapter 11 too, so I'm a little tied up with life at the moment. I'm hoping I'll have time to post Chapter 10 in the next few days. Most likely, I'll be able to on the weekend, but I'm not promising anything.

Also, I need people to be honest with me. Do you think the banner in my signature will draw people into reading On the Run? Be honest, because if it won't, I need to make a new one that will. Thanks!

(Tom Felton turned 24 yesterday, fyi!!!! And it was Rupert Grint's B-day too, but I know Tom's more important!<3)

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I went to the school library yesterday with my Language Arts class, and you'll neverrrrrr guess what awesomeness I saw! The Tale of the Beedle Brothers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's the book mentioned in Harry Potter that contains the story of the deathly hallows! How awesome is that?! I am sooo gonna buy that book for myself! Hahaha, gotta love being a harry potter dorkk!

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This year I began eighth grade, and I hate it so far. On the first day of school, I was up after midnight doing homework. ON THE FIRST DAY! It's going to be really hard to balance all my extracurricular activities with my studies, so I don't know when I'm going to be able to post Chapter 9 of On the Run. It's really quite sad honestly... I might not get on that much either, so expect that. I'm going to have to make a change about my priorities, and honestly this sight isn't that important to me. It'll probably be the thing I give up first. Just expect that, and don't judge me based on it. I reallyyy can't help it.

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Soo, I'm definitely loving writing the story On the Run! It's so great for me since I aspire to be an author!! I also love seeing what people think of it when I post a new chapter of it in the thread for it!! I just posted Chapter 7, and I absolutely loved poem lover's reaction!! For those of you who are wondering, I have written by hand in my notebook through chapter 10, so there WILL be more chapters!

To all of the people reading it, thanks so much for sticking with it, and giving me feedback! It's so encouraging to have people like you supporting me. I wish I could keep going at the same pace when it comes to writing the story and posting it, but school starts Monday! I have advanced classes, so that equals more homework. Plus, I play soccer, so even less free time for me! Not to worry though, I will try to wake up extra early to fit writing in, and I will work on it every chance I get! Maybe I'll even post it when I'm on the laptop for homework!!

Anyway, just know that I will be sticking with the story just as you all have because it's come to far just to leave you and myself hanging and wondering how it ends! I've been making it up as I go, and I have absolutely no idea how it's going to end either. I'm wayyy too curious to stop writing it, so don't worry about it!

Thanks again to everyone reading!

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School starts in less than a week which I am excited for, but I have nothing to do in the meantime... I have soccer practice two or three times each week, but that's not enough to rid me of my boredom. I could write some new chapters for my story On the Run, but unfortunately, I am in the middle of a huge writer's block. I told one of my readers that Chapter 7 would be posted Friday, so I could write more chapters for when school started so that I wouldn't have long periods of time in between each chapter....... I don't see how I'm going to get past Chapter 10. I normally write one word and I'm writing quickly for an hour, but today I wrote three sentences and my mind went completely blank. That's reallyyy weird for me since my brain is really hyperactive.

I've literally been thinking on the story all day, but still nothing. Nobody can give me ideas for Chapter 10 which I'm in the middle of, because nobody has even read Chapters 7-9. Those three chapters contains a HUGE twist in the plot, so there's no way anyone can give me ideas. It's impossible. Grrr, even though I've been thinking on it all day, I'm still bored. I've been on the computer practically all day too, but I'm sooo bored with it. Only one of my friends has been talking to me frequently, so there's not really anyone to talk to except her. None of my favorite threads in the Writer's Lounge have been updated with new chapters so nothing to read, and I haven't really played video games lately so I wouldn't have anything to make a thread about.

I think I'll try writing some poetry in a few minutes since the writer's block is for my story. If I succeed, then I will make a new thread in the Writer's Lounge for my poetry..... Who knows, maybe this case of writer's block would be a good topic for a poem. Well, I'm so bored I'm even considering getting on Webkinz which is like the dumbest thing on the planet to me, but at least they have fun games. :/

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Maybe you like death metal, or maybe you're the classical type. It doesn't really matter what you like, but everyone likes some type of music! I like a lot of it, so I am going to tell you my favorite singers and why I like them!
So here we go!!

Bruno Mars- I really love this dude!! His songs are quirky and fun! I always want to just go crazy in my room listening to his music... Plus, he can do all sorts of styles of music. One of his songs, Liquor Store Blues, is reggae.

Avril Lavigne- Talk about amazing. Her songs are so catchy, and they are totally awesome when I'm mad at my parents and want to make them angry... They don't really like her because she cusses so much.

Tom Felton- Well, I love him because for one he plays Draco Malfoy, but that's not why I absolutely adore his music. His music is mainly him and a guitar. He is British, but he doesn't try to hide his accent like a lot of British singers do. It gives him such a pure sound when he sings and just makes his music truly shine! He is very talented when it comes to singing. In fact, he is actually a very good rapper.

Daughtry- I love Daughtry so much, and I don't really have a reason for it. Chris Daughtry was my favorite the season of American Idol he was on. When I'm angry at the world, his songs are a great release for me, and I really feel better after listening to his music.

Big Time Rush- Okay, so I'm not a fangirl of them, I promise. I absolutely hate the show because it's so stupid, but their music is really good. They can actually sing, so it doesn't sound autotuned or anything.

Victoria Justice- Well, if ya wanna be technical, the Victorious cast. It doesn't really matter though. Their songs are so catchy and addicting. They are also fun and and lovable!! I just love it!!

Well, there are tons more that I like, but I'm kinda lazy at the moment, so I'm not going to post them......

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Big Time Rush has a new song out called If I Ruled the World if you haven't heard it. It's pretty good, so here are the lyrics! Once I finish posting the lyrics, I will type what I would do if I ruled the world.

LYRICS:
Ya know it's your boy I- Y- A- Z, and Big Time Rush!

If I ruled the world, I'd throw all the money in the air like confetti! If I ruled the world, every house got a DJ and a backyard party! And I'd break all the borders down when I shake the ground. If I ruled the world, I'd dream out loud!

Chorus:
So everybody get up- up, out of your seats. Kick off your shoes like you're down at the beach. Jump up- up- up on the beat, singing ayo- ayo- ayo! Up- up out of your seats. Be who you are, love is all you need! All of us geeks, freaks, and wannabes singing ayo! If I ruled the world, I would give it give it all to you. Give it give it give it all to you! If I ruled the world, I would give it give it all to you. Give it give it give it all to you!

If you were my girl, you'd never have to worry about another thing, no. Cause I'd rule the world, and you'd be right next to me running the show. We'd throw every rule in the book out and bring down the house. If you were my girl, we'd dream out loud!

Chorus:
So everybody get up- up, out of your seats. Kick off your shoes like you're down at the beach. Jump up- up- up on the beat, singing ayo- ayo- ayo! Up- up out of your seats. Be who you are, love is all you need! All of us geeks, freaks, and wannabes singing ayo! If I ruled the world, I would give it give it all to you. Give it give it give it all to you! If I ruled the world, I would give it give it all to you. Give it give it give it all to you!

I'd be beating my chest. I'm the king of the hill. Iyaz and Big Time Rush keeping it real. Magic carpets, girl, we go wherever. I ain't trying to run game; I ain't trying to be clever. Girl, Imma be the king and you will be the queen. Going a 100 miles an hour, girl, we running the streets, and if the cops ever try and pull us over, We tell 'em Hey Mr. Officer we own ya!

(If I ruled the world)

Chorus:
So everybody get up- up, out of your seats. Kick off your shoes like you're down at the beach. Jump up- up- up on the beat, singing ayo- ayo- ayo! Up- up out of your seats. Be who you are, love is all you need! All of us geeks, freaks, and wannabes singing ayo! If I ruled the world, I would give it give it all to you. Give it give it give it all to you! If I ruled the world, I would give it give it all to you. Give it give it give it all to you!

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If I ruled the world, I would:
*buy all the fluffy unicorn stuffed animals
*own every Harry Potter product ever made
*rebuild Haiti and Japan
*have a pet monkey
*own every gaming system ever created
*make everyone read my story On the Run
*make sure that lots of people played oboe
*make real light sabers
*create a real living Yoda
*meet Tom Felton, Jake Gyllenhaal, and Greyson Chance
*be the smartest person on Earth
*and own every book that I would ever consider reading!

Yesh, I would consider the first, second, and tenth to be the most important!!! 8D .... and the third. :/

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Alright, well, school starts soon which I am super excited about! I'm missing my friends and of course the entertainment of things to do. Soccer is also starting right after school starts, but my team already started practicing because we're just awesome like that! That's pretty much the things starting in my life at the moment!!!

So, today I've actually gotten things done. I did my laundry when I woke up, but I had a ton of it and just got done. It kinda took 5 hours, and I still have to actually put it away. I also wrote another chapter of On the Run which means I have 7 chapters written! I wasn't sure where I was actually going with Chapter 7, but it is really intense and by far the best chapter so far! In relation to that, I posted Chapter 4 on the thread for On the Run in the Writer's Lounge forum!! <3 I'm really excited, but I do wish more people read it... (hint, hint!) I think after I get off the computer and finish my yogurt, I'm going to put away my laundry and tidy my room a little because my room is kind of messy at the moment! Oh, my mom left for Texas yesterday and she'll be gone for 12 days!! 8O

I am going to reread my summer reading book for school,so I don't get a 60 on the test like I did last year.... hehehehe.... It's called Montemorency: thief, liar, gentleman? by Eleanor Updale if you are interested. It's a really good book! I guess I'll read it tomorrow around the farewell party I have to attend for a couple in my church. So yeah!

Music wise, life has been pretty great! I've been listening to Bulletproof by La Roux (hard to believe it came out 2 yrs ago...), On the Floor by Jennifer Lopez ft. Pitbull, Best Friend's Brother by the Victorious Cast, If I Ruled the World by Big Time Rush ft. Iyaz, and several more! <333 Music is good for the soul!

That's my life right now! Hope yours is more entertaining than mine!! <3333 And for all of you wondering, yes, I am just as obsessed with Tom Felton (the sexiest and hottest man alive!)..... 8D

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C1: Draco Malfoy is my true love! I will like any guy who reminds me of Draco in any way!! Everything about my account is Draco Malfoy including mah neohome. <3

C2: I looooove me some Greyson Chance! His voice is so sexiiii, and his appearance is too! I have his CD with 3 songs on it, and I will get his debut album when it comes out in August!

C3: If you like me and you are remotely attractive in any way, chances are I'll start to like you back.

C4: I find it amusing to throw stuff at my Justin Bieber posters and pretend it's actually him..... XD

C5: I just got into Harry Potter this year, and I will soon become one of the biggest fans. Second only to NextHanna!

C6: I like Big Time Rush and Victoria Justice music. Don't Judge!

C7: I only do confessions when I'm realllyyyy bored.

C8: I think Rebecca Black sounds autotuned when she talks. Therefore, her voice must suck soooo bad that they even have to autotune her when she's not even singing.

C9: I am the biggest Finding Nemo fan. I know anything and everything about it! (JUST KEEP SWIMMING!!!)

C10: That's all the confessions I can think of at the moment!! Soooooo.....


THE END!!!

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Alright, so I know I said I would post the story in the Writer's Lounge and on my blog, but it's hard enough to find time to type it up on Microsoft Word so I can save it on a flash drive. It might inconvenience you a little, but it will be way easier if you who are reading it on my blog (which is like nobody....) will just take the time to find it in the forums.

www.neoseeker.com/forums/32/t1665579-on-run-rated-for-teen-appreciated-chapter-3-posted/

There's the URL ^, so just use it to find the page. At the moment, chapters 1-3 are posted. If you have any questions about this, just pm me and I will try to answer any inquiries you may have.

I will tell you that the main reason is that more people will read it in the forums than on here. Plus I only have time to post it on one, so it might as well be the one where more people read it. Also, I kinda just wanna allow my blog to just be a place for me to let out my thoughts on what's occurring in my life. I hope you will not be inconvenienced enough to stop reading (if you even are), but it is what needed to be done. Thanks for bearing with me as I make these changes!

With Love,
DracoM4dawin <3

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I have had soccer conditioning all week and I'm having it next week too. I've also had something wrong with my intestines, so I've had severe stomaches because of it. I have not been able to sleep lately, so it all kinda adds up to one thing. Exhaustion.

I'm planning on going to the mall soon with my best friend, so there's one good thing. School starts soon and it will free me from my boredom. Also awalker12 started getting back on neo (YAY!)!! Sooo my life is bittersweet at the moment.

Tomorrow, I'm gonna run on my treadmill for 30 minutes. Then I'm going to write another chapter for On the Run and practice my oboe so I don't suck once school starts. Oh yeah, and I gotta catch up on my bible study! Yayyy! Stuff to do tomorrow! I won't be bored! Yeshhhh!!

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Air flowed in and out of my lungs as my feet pounded heavily against the forest floor. I paused to rest, but my solitude was almost immediately interrupted by the loud obnoxious barking and the fast paced run of the police dogs. Shaking my head, I began to get back to my prior speed. How could things have gone so wrong? For a split second, I stopped to ponder this question but just as quickly remembered why I was running in the first place. For what seemed like hours, I ran nonstop with nothing distracting me or blocking my path to freedom, but this, like all things, had to come to an end.

I kept looking straight ahead in hopes of finding any means to escape; my concentration had, of course, strayed to this crucial topic causing me to be oblivious to anything and everything around me that could get in the way. Therefore, I was in a state of shock when I found myself sprawled across the ground because I tripped over a log I had failed to notice before. It was because of this shock that I did not move for several seconds, wasting precious time. Excited barks echoed through the abandoned woodland and brought me back to the present. I had to get up. I had to keep going. I stood up, and a sharp pang shot up my left leg causing me to wince. There was no possible way for me to keep running in this state. Now I knew the dogs sensed me nearby. The policemen yelled excitedly, and I could hear them and the dogs getting closer to my position.

Searching frantically, I spotted a tree branch that looked sturdy enough to support my weight. I don’t know how, but I managed to pull myself up using only my arms. Just as I stopped moving to get comfortable, the police came into view holding the leashes of three malevolent looking German Shepherds. The mutts began to sniff the air and look around confusedly as if they sensed me but couldn’t quite figure out exactly where I was. Finally, the dogs gave up and moved on.

I sighed a deep breath of relief and began the downward climb towards my freedom, but I wasn’t alone. I staggered back as pain shot up my leg once again, gave the pine tree a look of gratification, and brushed off my hands in a manner to signify a job well done. I turned around to catch one last glimpse of the beautiful scenery before heading on my way, but even that, as pretty much everything today, could not go the way I wanted. All I saw was the foaming mouths of three very enraged growling dogs whose leashes were in the hands of four fierce looking and unhappy policemen.

My eyes widened, and I began to panic. I took a step back and stepped on a twig causing a loud snap that only agitated the shepherds further. Finally coming back to my senses, I turned and began to limp steadily away. For what seemed like ages, I remained just barely ahead. At times, I could even feel the dogs’ breath on my legs. Somehow I lost them eventually, but I knew better than to trust that now. Sure enough, their loud growls rang out a second later, and I knew that if I had stopped running, they would have caught me. It looked hopeless, but then I heard it. The trickling of a calm stream gently flowing.

Remembering how dogs lose your scent in water, I ran and jumped into the river, plunging into its cold depths. When I resurfaced, I found a boulder that had been partially buried in the sediment. Part of the dark gray rock was above the water, so I took the liberty of hiding behind it. No sooner than my face was hidden the cops and their canine came into view. The dogs sniffed the ground but found no traces of my scent, so they went on their way. I waited a few more minutes before coming to the conclusion that the coast was clear.

I silently got out of the river and walked – limped – into the woods on the other side of the creek. I explored for a few hours and finally came across a deserted shack. There was a hammock inside the shack, and a pillow and a blanket were piled on top of it. My clothes were still soaked, and I knew that I would freeze if I kept them on any longer. I stripped off my clothes and hung them from the ceiling to dry. I then proceeded to get on the hammock and get warm under the thick blanket. Upon lying down, I fell into a world all my own. I felt my consciousness escape all the pain of my life and venture into a different realm, and I plummeted into the darkness as I welcomed sleep as an old friend.

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I'm going to start a story called On the Run. I will start posting chapter by chapter once I have a few chapters written and I have time to actually get on the laptop. It will also be in the Writers Lounge forum, so you'll have two ways to read it.

~Background Info~
This story follows Nadia Clarisse as she runs from the government. She's going to be formally introduced in the second or third chapter, and the main stuff will be explained in the same chapter. There's no need for me to tell you or it would ruin the element of mystery and suspense in the first chapter.


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I can't wait to share this story with you, and I hope that you decide to go along on this adventure!

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Truth of the matter is I'm complicated! You're as straight as they come. You go about your day, baby while I hide from the sun.

^It's better if you don't understand, cause you won't know what it's like until you try!^

*You know I, I'll be waitin' on the other side, and you, all ya gotta do is cross the line! I could wait a whole lifetime, but you just gotta decide. You know I, I'll be waitin' on the other, waitin' on the other side!*

We could live forever. Who could ask for more? You could die if ya wanted, but baby, what for?

^

*chorus*

If they say life's a dream, call this insombia. Cause it ain't wonderland. It damn sure ain't Narnia. And once you cross the line, you can't change your mind. Yeahh, I'm a monster, but I'm no frankenstein!! Quite frankly, I've been feelin' insane in between my eyes. I really can't explain what I feel inside; if you knew what I was, you'd run and hide! Many have tried to go into the night, cross over the line, and come back alive. But that's the price we're payin' when we livin' on the other side!!

*chorus*

It's better if you don't understand![6x]

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Those were the lyrics to The Other Side by Bruno Mars ft. Cee Lo Green and B.o.B.! It's a really good song that is just perfect for Halloween!! All credit goes to them and everyone else who played a part in making this song possible! Check out Bruno Mars's album: Doowops & Hooligans! It's pretty much amazing. (I have it!)

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"That better not have been tea," she saw the look on my face and knew that it had, "Oh, you are so dead for this! I'll make sure mom and dad get you in huge trouble!!"
This frightened me. My parents were infamous for being really harsh. Scared for my short life, I dashed after her, but I was too late.
"She poured tea on my favorite shirt! It probably won't come out either!!" I heard her ranting to our mother.
I couldn't stand for not defending myself, even if my parents look down upon it! "Well, it's her fault for continuing to irritate me even after being kindly asked to leave my room."
"Why was it so important for her to leave?" my mom interrogated me.
"I was trying to have all my attention directed towards my bible study which she so rudely interrupted." Bringing up the Bible study had done it. If there was anything that pleased my parents, it was my sister and me putting all our effort into studying the Bible.
"Well I do believe that your actions were indeed just. Kelsey, please go to your room and stay there until she is done reading the Bible for today," my mom said as she turned to give me a hug. During the hug, I was facing my sister. Taking advantage of the prime opportunity, I gave her a mischevious look full of attitude. To which she responded with a mad grunt and a quick sharp pivot toward her room. She slammed her door shut with so much force that our house shook slightly. When I did finish my Bible study for the day, I insisted upon my mother telling Kelsey I was done. I just simply could not risk my life!

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I was doing my Bible study this morning, ok. I knew I needed as much focus as I could possibly have despite my attention problems, so I put away anything and everything that could possibly distract me. Then, I turned on my CD player and put on my Matt Papa CD: Worship Songs Vol. 1.... Turning the volume down to a gentle soft whisper, I sat down and started to read my passage for the day ( Phillippians 1: 19- 26).
I had read only one verse, but I was almost entirely in my shell of my complete "unaware of everything else except what I am doing" focus. All of a sudden, the shell shattered, and my sister entered my room. When asked why she came, she simply said:
"I was wondering what you were doing." I politely responded by telling her that I was doing my bible study and that I would like her to leave, so I could do it in peace.
"You won't even know I'm here!" she said as she ran and jumped into a sitting position on my bed.
"Please get out," I responded to her actions several times.
"Here, I'll hide." After this statement, she rolled off the bed and landed like batman would upon landing after a jump from a building. I couldn't help but feel envious of her ninja- like skill.
She layed faced down at the end of my bed. I knew it would take force to make her exit. I looked around my room and spotted my tea on the floor. Quietly, I picked it up and crawled back onto the bed. Careful not to even make the sheets rustle, I made my way to the edge of my bed and hovered over. I looked at her and astutely noticed that she was wearing her favorite shirt. Having made this observation, I felt a slight pang of guilt as I slightly tilted the glass embroidered with a Texas Longhorn and watched as the sweet hazel liquid fell out of the cup and floated downward through the air until landing with a splash onto her unprotected back.
She got up her face red with rage and caught sight of the tea in my hands.
"That better not have been tea."
To be continued..

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Like a ninja out of the dark, I'll steal your heart! I'll steal your heart! Maybe give ya more than I should, make ya feel good. Make ya feel good!

^Like a tiger running through the night, you are the fire. I got you in my sight. Feel the music run through my blood, can't fight my lo-uhuh-uhuhve.^

*What I need, what I need, is a rocket to ride. To the beat, to the beat, we'll be movin' all night. So baby just keep it rockin, keep it rockin, keep it rockin. Better like what I see or it's Sayonara!*

Under pressure watch you perform. Turnin' me on, chasin' a storm. And I'm fallin' into your sound. Don't let me down, don't let me down.

^

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Sayonara, sayonara, sayonara (yeah)
Sayonara, sayonara (d-d-don't make me say) [2x]

Naughty, hands all over my body. Work me out like karate. Tell me boy can we kick it now, can you hold it down! [2x]

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Sayonara, sayonara (d-d-don't make me say) [2x]

Like a ninja out of the dark, I'll steal your heart. I'll steal your heart.
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That was the lyrics to Sayonara by Miranda Cosgrove!

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They are more famous than most
But they are not better at all
In fact maybe even a little worse
For their fame drives them up a wall

So even if you're not Miss Popularity
It does not mean you're a failure
Because while stress makes their life hell
Your lying in a pasture

So what if you're not the most liked
Their popularity will come back to haunt them
And you'll have much more solitude
Eventually you'll be better off than them

So why sit and complain about life
When yours will be so much better
For every plain has a terrible drought
Only to be replenished by wetter

Every person is completely unique
No two will ever be the exact same
Every individual is a shining star
And every constellation has its own name

Celebrities are more famous than most
But they are surely not better at all
In fact, perhaps, maybe a little worse
For you are the true Barbie doll

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Woooooo! I finally can blog! I'm super excited that I can now rant about my life again! Pretty much great!!!!

I'm turning 13 June 23, 2011!! I'm going into 8th grade! I play soccer & the oboe.... I LOVE Draco Malfoy! So, now ya know whatcha wanted 2 know bout meh! <3

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