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Flip-side to Sane
Ive flipped from worse to bad,
Relized the ties between me and my dad,
But im still sad, relizin my own self progression,
Waitin for death to teach me a self help lesson, (x2)
The tough times of a rough road with no end,
The whats and whens...shit how does this begin,
To tell this tale of livin throughout a hell,
Ring the bell on the above that failed the scale,
I'd sell my soul to the highest ebay bid,
If I could just go back in time and be a normal kid,
No more pyro techniques when I was young and bored,
Put my foot thru the floor to get to the core,
Im the side who'd rather stab by and divide,
Gettin high with no excuse cuzz its my permanent aliby,
A sad sight to see when I was only fifteen,
Listenin to Ice Cube with all these mixed dreams,
Once I got a fix on my contents bound,
I became a poetic demon willin go 3 rounds,
Skepitical of my own potential cuzz I think evil,
With the brink full Ill harm you ice hockey rink legal,
Dismiss the pain comin at me from all sides,
Im the kind that rides with a crimson tide,
Blood spilt on the porch when I spit at em,
I could split atoms with voices you couldnt fathom,
Just a normal kind of homcide from the burbs,
Walk with a smart attitude while flippin the bird,
See faces in the mirror that i know is not mine,
Think that im fine but only time will dedicate its spine,
Happy one minute...but now im mad at my glare,
So if im smilin just know I got a knife I could spare,
Ive flipped from worse to bad,
Relized the ties between me and my dad,
But im still sad, relizin my own self progression,
Waitin for death to teach me a self help lesson, (x2)
Lead life with an addicted taste on each breath,
I could live more but I'd probably hate my self less,
Record my voice over a church tape to stab a verse,
I love a god but I aint able to rid this scriptic curse,
People burst my bubble they say its cuzz im white,
They say I can rap but the skin color just dont fly right,
Anger management aggression with a Cardiac heart attack,
Started back when I was ten with that first party track,
Lacin a bar here and there for my colored people,
Cuzz were i come from w2gg2rs and blacks are created equal,
Deep south Loui is where my heart will always tick,
They treated me with respect not like these racist hicks,
Thought process in set for blast on a 1-2-3,
Im who I wanted to be to people who was close to me,
Heart break when your own parents dont love you,
But its even worse when Ya own Sis above you,
Makin me look dumb is what drove me to a gun,
If I could have overcome I'd be the f23kin god son,
Simple resident of a place that leave ya faceless,
Life is wasteless cut my tounge out so I can speak tasteless,
Mine as well be brainless cuzz my thinking is outrageous,
Puttin people in cages like pleadin guilty in court cases,
Relized the ties between me and my dad,
But im still sad, relizin my own self progression,
Waitin for death to teach me a self help lesson, (x2)
Im a simple creation made from a lesser man,
F34k my father he aint never lent no helpin hand,
I stand on my own two feet when I speak,
If you dont understand me then leave the place in peace,
Flip my top like a jeep to inspect my own domain,
This rap is not insane to me its plain jane,
Dreams of a red stain with my fingers bent,
Killed a man didnt know what the ringers ment,
Alarm clock failin off to break me soft,
I be like poe and bury a body up in the loft,
No cost to me to lose somebody I never had,
I say *bleep* a cause, I dont wanna be my dad,
In the prequal to this verse it was all a mask,
So please understand what I behold in this task,
Cuzz Ive never felt a touch of that bold heart,
Except when my father left me in that cold dark,
To fight my own fight between sane and somethin,
Now I realize cuzz of him my pain means nothin/
[u]Ive flipped from worse to bad,
Relized the ties between me and my dad,
But im still sad, relizin my own self progression,
Waitin for death to teach me a self help lesson, (x2)
,/u>
Ive flipped from worse to bad,
Relized the ties between me and my dad,
But im still sad, relizin my own self progression,
Waitin for death to teach me a self help lesson, (x2)
The tough times of a rough road with no end,
The whats and whens...shit how does this begin,
To tell this tale of livin throughout a hell,
Ring the bell on the above that failed the scale,
I'd sell my soul to the highest ebay bid,
If I could just go back in time and be a normal kid,
No more pyro techniques when I was young and bored,
Put my foot thru the floor to get to the core,
Im the side who'd rather stab by and divide,
Gettin high with no excuse cuzz its my permanent aliby,
A sad sight to see when I was only fifteen,
Listenin to Ice Cube with all these mixed dreams,
Once I got a fix on my contents bound,
I became a poetic demon willin go 3 rounds,
Skepitical of my own potential cuzz I think evil,
With the brink full Ill harm you ice hockey rink legal,
Dismiss the pain comin at me from all sides,
Im the kind that rides with a crimson tide,
Blood spilt on the porch when I spit at em,
I could split atoms with voices you couldnt fathom,
Just a normal kind of homcide from the burbs,
Walk with a smart attitude while flippin the bird,
See faces in the mirror that i know is not mine,
Think that im fine but only time will dedicate its spine,
Happy one minute...but now im mad at my glare,
So if im smilin just know I got a knife I could spare,
Ive flipped from worse to bad,
Relized the ties between me and my dad,
But im still sad, relizin my own self progression,
Waitin for death to teach me a self help lesson, (x2)
Lead life with an addicted taste on each breath,
I could live more but I'd probably hate my self less,
Record my voice over a church tape to stab a verse,
I love a god but I aint able to rid this scriptic curse,
People burst my bubble they say its cuzz im white,
They say I can rap but the skin color just dont fly right,
Anger management aggression with a Cardiac heart attack,
Started back when I was ten with that first party track,
Lacin a bar here and there for my colored people,
Cuzz were i come from w2gg2rs and blacks are created equal,
Deep south Loui is where my heart will always tick,
They treated me with respect not like these racist hicks,
Thought process in set for blast on a 1-2-3,
Im who I wanted to be to people who was close to me,
Heart break when your own parents dont love you,
But its even worse when Ya own Sis above you,
Makin me look dumb is what drove me to a gun,
If I could have overcome I'd be the f23kin god son,
Simple resident of a place that leave ya faceless,
Life is wasteless cut my tounge out so I can speak tasteless,
Mine as well be brainless cuzz my thinking is outrageous,
Puttin people in cages like pleadin guilty in court cases,
Relized the ties between me and my dad,
But im still sad, relizin my own self progression,
Waitin for death to teach me a self help lesson, (x2)
Im a simple creation made from a lesser man,
F34k my father he aint never lent no helpin hand,
I stand on my own two feet when I speak,
If you dont understand me then leave the place in peace,
Flip my top like a jeep to inspect my own domain,
This rap is not insane to me its plain jane,
Dreams of a red stain with my fingers bent,
Killed a man didnt know what the ringers ment,
Alarm clock failin off to break me soft,
I be like poe and bury a body up in the loft,
No cost to me to lose somebody I never had,
I say *bleep* a cause, I dont wanna be my dad,
In the prequal to this verse it was all a mask,
So please understand what I behold in this task,
Cuzz Ive never felt a touch of that bold heart,
Except when my father left me in that cold dark,
To fight my own fight between sane and somethin,
Now I realize cuzz of him my pain means nothin/
[u]Ive flipped from worse to bad,
Relized the ties between me and my dad,
But im still sad, relizin my own self progression,
Waitin for death to teach me a self help lesson, (x2)
,/u>