I'm drifting away from this site. I knew it, I knew it, and when I'm gone, don't say I didn't warn you.
It's been four days. I've been busy doing absolutely nothing... maybe.
I haven't had a good laugh like that in a while. XD
I may be an open book, easy to read, easy to manipulate, easy to break but that doesn't mean you know every single damn thing about me!
My dad's getting better, that's a lot off my worried mind. I really do not want to lose a family member especially my only parent.
My dad's in the ER...
Blondes are the most dangerous, beware.
I miss playing Call of Duty, loved shooting those zombies and kicking other players ass.
I'm very tired of fighting.
To think someone would think I would be so cruel as to do that? The only one who knows me is Star. She knows I wouldn't do such a thing.
When will this ever end? The hurt, the betrayal, the deceitfulness..... *Sigh* In Time, in time...
"I will not bow, I will not break, I will shut the world away. I will not fall, I will not fade, I will take your breath away."
I think I'm going to sleep because of all the crying I did.
And just when I thought I was healing, it opens up again.
Depression isn't even CLOSE to what I'm feeling.
I can take it, I can take most things.
"I'm only human and I bleed when I fall down. I'm only human and I crash and I break down. Your words in my head. Knives in my heart, you build me up then I fall apart."
Well, here's the third time I've been BROKEN. Anyone else wanna break me? Anyone else think ill of me? Anyone else wanna stab me? Go ahead.
I could never hate anyone... I would be mad at them and say that but NEVER mean it.
I trusted her.... I trusted her.... I trusted her! I TRUSTED HER AND THOUGHT SHE WAS MY FRIEND! And All I get is REGRET!