Journal Entries

December 1, 2007:
I just found out that EPW is looking for a volunteer to help out with Graphic Design. I decided to give it a try and I showed Cody Hawk (The owner/trainer) some of my work and he really liked it. He said that I could be of some use in the GFX department and that he can’t wait to meet with me tomorrow just before training begins to talk about it.

December 2, 2007:
Well today was supposed to be the day, but just about everything that could have happened, did indeed, happen. My car purchase fell through, health insurance didn’t clear, and the family pulled its support. December 2, 2007 was supposed to be the beginning of my life, but once again the cards were against me. I contacted Cody and told him that I didn’t have health insurance today and he told me not to start training until I had insurance and it would be for the best if I waited. So here I am sitting at my computer, furious, filled with rage that I can’t begin my training right away. I didn’t get to go to the EPW Arena and meet Cody to talk about the GFX or start my training so it looks like I will have to wait a few weeks until my insurance clears and I get a car. One thing is starting to go my way though, my job. It’s an all right job, nothing to bad about it really. Pay is ok, better than what I was making at my last job. They are going to work with me so that my scheduling will work out so that I won’t have to work on the days that I train besides one of them and on that day it will be limited hours. Ah the wonder world of Wal-mart. For right now that’s all I really have. All I can really do is wait until my next paycheck to get me a car and wait for my health insurance to be cleared and kick in. The last thing I want to do is start training and get hurt and not have any kind of help at the doctors office. Looks like I will just be sitting here, waiting, and starting my diet to lose some weight. I need to get that 250 down to about 190 and then build it up to 215.

Rage is coming to EPW….it’s just a matter of time…



This message was edited by homicide2455 on Dec 02 2007.

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Sounds like a good one.
I'll definitely be keeping up to date with this one.

Also, just out of curiousity, what is the font you used for the wrestler picture?

It's called AngryBlue

Thanks for that.

Well anyways, I await the next update!

Just to let you all know this will be a really.....really....really long diary. Don't expect an update everyday, but at least 3 days a week. It will continue to pick up more towards the 16th.

December 10th 2007:
Well my health insurance is here finally! I have to wait 3-7 business days to get my cards in the mail, but its worth the wait. It's a limited health plan, but its only 20 bucks a paycheck(40 a month) and I don't really know anything about it besides that I am allowed to go to the doctors office now, which means training is almost about to start.

UPDATE DECEMBER 10th:
I might be getting a truck. I currently do not own a car, but there is a truck for sale by some rich little snot who thinks its a POS when its actually a pretty nice truck. 500 bucks is all this kid wants for it because daddy just bought him a new car. Im going to go check it out and most likely give the kid the 5 and drive away. I just hope its not a stick, sadly I can't drive a stick yet....yea I'm not a real man unless I can drive a stick I know. Here's to hoping.

UPDATE DECEMBER 10th(part 2):
I might be moving out come January. My friend and her husband (my biggest supporters) asked if I wanted to move into an apartment with them so that they can afford it. I told them...well how can I put this nicely... uhm HELL YEAH!!!! My family is nice and all don't get me wrong, but they are holding me back. It's not as simple to just tell them no and be done with it. There is always a fist fight between myself and my father and its always about me wanting to wrestle or calling him an idiot for being a bigot racist ass. A lot has happened today and actually with all the good there is always something bad. My cousin had emergency appendectamy today. He's only 16 years old and probably one of my closest friends. It's always a scary thing when someone has that surgery. Thirty more minutes and he would have been dead. I am going to go see him in the morning and I hope he is ok. But like I said, with all the good, there is always bad and I hope this part of the badness is over with. Oh well, thats all I have for now. I'm pretty sure this is the last update for today. Until next time....



RAGE

Well a sad few days has hit me. My friend Drew Mergy died of a presumed heart attack at the age of 17. He died Friday January 11th 2008. It's so surreal that I just can't believe it just yet. I have a feeling that I am going to break down at the funeral on Thursday. My best friend was his girlfriend, her name is Jessica Metz. She is the only one that really believes in me and I treat her like a sister. I beat the hell out of most of her ex-boyfriends just because I didn't like them, but Drew was a good guy. Someone good for her. We got a long and he is the only one I trusted with her. Now he's gone, at the age of 17 of a *bleep*ing heart attack! My life isn't ever going to be the same again. Gonna miss my friend, but I know he is in a better place now watching over my sis. January 11th will be the day I dread every new year. Drew, you were the best man, you were to young to go man way too *bleep*ing young.

RIP Drew Ryan Mergy You will be missed!

August 30th 1990 - January 11th 2008