quote King X2
quote Ditnopota
quote Foquinha
quote Ditnopota
quote Foquinha
quote Twilight
COULD EVERYONE IN LOUGIN JUST CHEER THE *bleep* UP ABOUT LIFE?
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T A L K
But really, I think everyone goes through some stage in there life where they didn't know how to approach the next step or whatever. Like, I'm 19, I don't have a job and I'm legit just waiting on college to come. I'm going to enroll in the fall and then go to this dumbass community college close to home for 2 years. Ugh, why does it have to be so long. ;_; Anyways, after that I'm leaving home finally, and I'll enroll in a tech school and go there for 4 years. Idk what tech school yet, I'm thinking about DAVEschool which is in Florida.
And in those 4 years I hope to learn enough about game design and the gaming industry to get a job in that field. Because I mean, ever since I was little I have loved games, and I'm sure most here have, but I doubt many of you actually want a career in it. I don't think I'd be good in any other career. It's just weird to me thinking about anything else. And for awhile I flirted with the idea of being a crim/pysch major and I was going to go for it, but then I realized "I love gaming more."
And one of the reasons I'm not in college yet is because I didn't want to go in undeclared or whatever, cause that's just not me. I like having a plan before I do shit cause...plans are dope. I also spent my senior year in highschool in Florida going to some arts highschool all alone. It was hella weird going from white boy with mommy to protect him to hopping through 3 foster homes. >>; Like, I wasn't prepared for that at. all.
Anyways, I've pretty much got my life figured out for now, until something comes a long and *bleep*s up my plan, which I'm sure will happen. >>; But I mean, you just have to roll with the punches and never give up on what you want to do. And if you don't know what you want to do in life, just sit down and write out what all you love to do. And look at careers that make sense to you.
I love games. I love dick. I love food. I love boobs. I love Pokemon. I love Skyrim. I love Oblivion. I love Crystal Lite. I mean, there's a shit ton of shit you love in your life and I mean, obviously you can't make a career out of some of the shit you love, but others you can if you wanted. It all comes down to what you wanna do, and no one here can help you, because it's about you, not us. there's fundamental issues construed in cereal these days. underlying, social disturbances overlapped by excrement, failing a common goal, failing a common people. things align into certain patterns that have no obvious correlation and just extend into vast nothingness, empty and bewildering, all the while remaining cold and destitute. a complete failure to empathise with non existent ethical ideologies that converse established sub groups and cliques. but if we can manifest perpetual positivity into something more oblique, we can persevere through timeless structures and convey macro images of ourselves over existent fads. no, reality is much more misaligned and corrupt beyond approachable comprehension, so much that denoted fields of perception are left ruptured through vast acres of imperialistic nuances left only visible to deft interpreters. it could be said that things have enveloped a sense of nostalgic fear, leveling a period of unconstrained social masochism, left perverse and shallow, lacking distinct form. fragments of shattered memories no longer pursue relevant notions of consistency and all merge into one eclipsed, preverbial mess, scolding all onlookers in terrible wrath and disdain. it's a measure of radical involvement that can overwhelm areas of the mind thought untouched, breaking barriers and popular conceptions. indeed, it could appear that things have broken levels of standardised morality and have perversely infiltrated realms of obsequiousness, unfounded in correspondence and verismilitude. people have been overshadowed by these pressing issues for far too long, and have burrowed coarse dreams into the shadows of their consciousness. brief relapses unearth superficial rest bites, but only for people to fall back into a spiral of depression and subsidiary feelings. it can't be complete symbiotic acceptance at all times; that's absurd and downright selfish. altruism isn't expected of us and we shouldn't strive to create it. much can be learned from upsetting the established balance of things, and we can't diversify our ego's from the combined pressures of plagiaristic envies. it shouldn't be taken to heart, however, and we can still overcome our frailties; it's just a matter of competence and incessant resistance. rebellious hearts will forego such trivialities and inanely condone themselves to erstwhile reprecussions, all in the name of corrosive politics. there is no place for such grievances and nor should there be. why should we mourn the presumptiousness of ourselves in place of others? truth be told, there is an incandescent area of thought to be surveyed and analysed in order to fulfill these imperative urges that caress our desires and whilst we froth at the cesspool of nature, we will beg for mercy and erupt into a million shards of blinding light, pouring endlessly over the vast reaches of the mountaintops. only time will tell if such things are within are limited grasp and when we do discover that promised fruit, we will be set free from our laborious rigours and our autonomy will be a constructed, perfect ideal. instead of frowning upon a resolute impressionistic youth, I ask this; is it in the name of human sanctity that we continue and persevere to end this brutal socio-psudeo oppression? when will we find a place in the depths of our souls to form a mitigating relationship with our own ethical dogma? when will we sculpt dreams from the clouds that peacefully circum-navigate our minds? WHEN? WHEN MY FRIENDS WILL THIS HAPPEN? WHEN WILL YOU MAKE A FUNDAMENTAL CHOICE THAT WILL DETERMINISTICALLY IMPACT ON YOUR OWN VOLITION? That's like insisting upon that which indeed we need not know even though within somehow we do. That which we do not know but somehow can must also be seen as in retrospect, a good idea. None of that which you know is that which me and my friends know, although whatsoever must happen is as it is and is being must be happened is right now. Also, your argument pertaining to that of which in wherever circumnavigating gets us is off-base due to whichever perhaps needn't happen quite so. And furthermore, if you hadn't been with which that which you needed to know, then NONE OF US WOULD KNOW. It's only logical to ascertain this with our minds. We all need to join hands and forever be locked within that which we all believe to be within our own means and such of that in within we all know. Do you understand now? I think more explaining is in order to fully envelope our needs for one another. Perhaps one is not enough when it comes to that in which whomever needs our duties. Maybe one day we can all be this way? I know that I'll teach my children however with whom those in which I learned. And that's why I can't trust anyone except those that I do in most cases who are the ones which I fight to see. In whatever situation, I believe that you need to do more research on that topic to fully understand the issue before you argue about it in this proper setting. the veracity of your fallacies is obscene beyond perversement, and I am willing to state on behalf of any member here, that in subsequent conversments, such apologetic inconsistencies will not be openly tolerated. I find all your shortcomings banal and insulting. in fact there is something to be said of your overall aura which bugs me. I cannot quite finger the specificities of your incompetencies, but yet I am quite perceptive to their manifestations. It's all a matter of subjectivity in all honesty. although I do find the whole idea rather acrimonious and on the whole rather turgid. I will not retort with a reciprocal rendition of rigid redundancies. your own failings are to be highlighted before our fellow members and we will replenish your worrysome regards, rectifying rancid rituals and proposterous plannings. I feel responsible for risking a rebellious ransacking of my voracious rotations in regards to restless rabble. I distinctly denounce your deranged dealings, discussing further denials that denounce dreaded doctorates. indeed, this does not deter deft disciples of daring endeavours, but degrades the denominational districts of distracted delegates. it is most mundane and might I add, much to the merriment and mirth of myself, mutely mentioning morose methodology, meanwhile mitigating mistaken malignments. I purposefully postponed piecing this post, precisely predicting perverse perceptions, and alas, an absolute aggregate answer, as articulately argued aside of apt architects, has angered appropriate apostles. Limiting liaisons between leftover learned men, longing for loathsome loneliness, has levered a lurching lack of leadership. SO, what is the real question here? how are we curtailed into carrying out these crass courses of contempt? How preposterous! One might not only believe in that which they see, but they also process that in which they are corrected. You call out my fallacies when it is not only yours that shine through this quarrel, but yours that shine throughout all of Mordor. You cannot hope to let your insolence and voracity show without consequence. I will shall not be the one that I lambast the most within my own means. And the one I lambast the most happens to be the one whom I am debating as of right now, whom happens to have been also you. You might wanna be careful what you say, nigga. And it just so happens that within while may perhaps be the one whom I chose many years ago, but the times within now who I wish to talk upon even though I know such a concept is absurd. But I will not continue to debate with an insolent mass debater such as yourself. That is not in my nature and I will not stoop to such levels to reassure myself of my own sexuality. Those who do this and continue to do this must haven't been shown the upright ways of all the ways in which we know, whom are exactly the type of reason why I stopped going to church. Thank you. Don't tl;dr this post. I triple dog dare you! ...The vocabulary, the alliteration, the uses of literary devices... ...I...I think I need a cigarette...
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